[[ch. 17]] Hey there, little one.

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(A/N) Hey guys! So... about the last chapter... yeah I am sorry, I didn't want to make you cry... Please don't kill me.
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Anthony's P.O.V.

"No. No. No...", I just muttered, shaking my head. My eyes were filled with tears again. This... thing just can't be my best friend. It just can't be. "He... he just... walked away. Yeah that's right...".

Then I noticed something reflecting the little bit of light in here.

I got closer to it. There, peaking out of the pile of meat pile was a little thing with a thin chain on it. I knew what it was. 

It was the necklace I gave Ian as a promise and a 'good luck charm'. It sure brought luck...

There's no doubt. Someone did this to Ian.

And whoever did this won't get away with it.

 Oh, who am I kidding. I can't even take care of myself. How could I possible fight somebody? Especially when they could... do this.

I felt like if someone just tore me appart. Cut my chest open and ripped my heart out. Killed me on the inside.

"Oh Ian. I knew I shouldn't have left you. I am sorry. I am so sorry."

I pulled the necklace out of the pile and stared at it for some time. 

The memories started coming back to my mind. From the sixth grade till when I left him sitting here. All the pictures just flashed through my head. And then...

"GOD! ANTHONY! PLEASE!". Ian's voice echoing in my head.

It's my fault. It's my fault Ian died.

No... NO!

I couldn't take it anymore. I started screaming. Hysterically sobbing. Hitting the ground.

I didn't even know what was I doing. I didn't care. I felt so many emotions, yet... I started feeling numb again.

My knuckles started to bleed.

"...IAN! IAN! Why did you leave me? I need you!..."

I accidently hit the puddle of Ian's blood. I looked at my hands. They were covered with both my and Ian's blood.

I started to shake even more.

Make it stop! Please! Somebody just end it already!

"I have no idea who you are, nor why are you doing this, but you did it! I've lost it! I am crazy! Are you happy now?!", I started screaming. I knew somebody with a sick sence of humour was having lots of fun right now. I hate this place! I hate everyone here!

I started hitting the ground again, making my knuckles bleed even more. I didn't care. The physical pain could never come even close to the mental pain.

I don't know where I am. I am alone. My best friend died in a very painful way. I don't know what to do. I am losing my mind...

I felt getting dizzy.

Falling asleep...

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"I don't see why did  we have to hurry so much. We'd be there perfectly on time even if I slept for five more minutes", Ian said trying to dry his hair. 

I tightened my grip on the steering wheel. "No we wouldn't. And don't even think about it. You slept way longer then me."

"And? I'd sleep even longer if I could."

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