"What's up with jemily"

Wedding

JJ's pov:

Emily was finally cleared to come back to work she had been staying with Garcia while she was recovering which I hated. I wanted to be the one to hold her and comfort her thru everything, but I knew even after our moments I still had Will.

Last night after I came home from the hospital he was drunk and very very angry. He yelled at me asking me where the hell I've been before slapping me a bunch. That wasn't even the worst part he roughed me up so much last night that I could barely stand....so he decided it would be a perfect time to 'have his way with me.'

I wanted to die every moment of it. It was torture. I just wanted Emily.
I was sitting in my office thinking about all the events when a familiar tone was heard.

"Hey blondie we have......a um case in the conference room so yea.......it's not a pretty one by the way." Penelope said before the sound of her heels clicking became more faint.

We got the details to the case and we were on the plane in 15 minutes this case was serious and needed our full attention.

On the jet
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Emily's pov:

We entered the jet and I took my designated seat right next to JJ. I didn't really talk to her this morning cause I figured our kiss was just in the heat of the moment. She had Will...

"Hey." I said finally breaking our silence.

"Hi..."

"Everything alright you seem a little down?"

"Yea...yea I'm fine I'm just tired."

"Long night?" Morgan said smirking.

She looked like she was about to explode into tears before jumping across my lap and running to the jet restroom.

"Nice going dick-head!" I snapped at him as he put his hands up defensively

"Language!" Rossi reminded me.

I ignored him and ran to the jet bathroom knocking on the door. "Jayje?.." I called out.

"GO AWAY!" She snapped back.

I was taken aback she never usually snaps at me like that. Somethings really wrong.

"JJ open the door talk to me!" I said my voice cracking.

"I said go away Emily leave me alone!"

I was shocked I calmly just walked back to my seat and kept my head down the rest of the flight.

JJ's pov:

It hurt me having to talk to Emily like that, but I couldn't face her with everything that's going on in my life.

From me trying to over dose on my antidepressants, to Will beating and raping me....now to this.

My being pregnant...

Returning home after the case
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I was finally home from the case I loved it and hated it at the same time. I loved not having to confront Emily about anything, but I hate having to be around Will.
The worst part about it is that our wedding is tomorrow at Rossi's house. Any person would think 'oh she's probably so happy she's getting married!"
Well I'm the exact opposite! I hate the man I'm marrying and the person I do want to marry I snapped at and they probably hate me now. Good job Jareau!

Day of the wedding
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Emily's pov:

"Do you take this women to be your wife?" The priest said.

"I do." Will replied.

"And do you take this man to be your husband?"

"....I do.." JJ said hesitantly.

"You may kiss the bride!"

Everyone cheered and clapped.
We all gathered around and had an amazing dinner, but my heart was breaking inside...I guess I was right the kiss was in the heat of the moment...I thought to myself faking every smile to everyone that talked to me.

Everyone was dancing and having a fun time I mainly walked around not really wanting to talk to anyone especially JJ. I danced with the team and tried to take my mind off things but that wasn't working. I can't do this anymore!

The next day
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Knock knock

"Come in!" Hotch replied.

"Hey Hotch umm I was wondering if you could give these papers to Strauss..?" I said handing him some files.

"Emily....these are resignation forms.." He said looking at me concerned.

"Oh yea mhmm I uh..I got a job at Interpol in London and I was thinking on taking it.." I said becoming very interested in my feet.

"Are you sure about this? What about JJ?" He asked

"I'm sure Hotch! Besides she.....has Will." I said before our conversation was interrupted by Garcia.

"Hey JJ wants us to meet her in the conference room for something." She said walking away.

"Please don't tell anyone about this I want my leaving to be announced after I've left." I glared at Hotch.

He nodded and we made our way to the conference room. "What's up Jennifer?" I said sitting down making sure I avoided all eye contact.

"Uhh well umm I told you all to come because I have some news.....I'm pregnant!" She said everyone gasped but soon congratulated her and was smothering her in happy hugs.
I was able to slip out of the room in the happy moment I left a note for Hotch in his office telling him my mind was made up, and that I'm leaving for London in the morning.

Tears burned my face as I drove to my apartment. I packed all my bags, and drove to a nearby hotel. I didn't want to stay at my house because I knew one of the team members would come by to say something about my absence during JJ's "thrilling" news.

Everything was set and my plane was about to take off. I guess I'm really leaving...I thought to myself as I boarded. It's for the best though I can't walk into the BAU anymore knowing Jennifer is there. I just have to move on and forget about her. Forget about everyone! Penelope Garcia, Spencer Reid, Derek Morgan, David Rossi, and Aaron Hotchner. I had to leave them all once again.

As I sat on the plane JJ's words flooded my head 'don't leave me again please' I just closed my eyes and tried to forget. I would be making a new life for myself in London, and hey maybe another beautiful blonde will walk into my life....

A/N: hey guys gabriella btw Carmen is taking a break from writing cause she said she just can't come up with anything but we are still working on this together but more of my ideas will be used so yea. Also sorry i guess i made tricked you all by the title lmao sorry not sorry but i have HUGE plans for this story and there will be a lot of twists and turns sad moments and happy ones but i hope you all enjoy it LOVE YOU GUYS THANKS FOR THE READS!!!!!🥺💗

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