"What's up with jemily"

Paris

(Put y'all seatbelts on!!!!)

Emily's pov:

"You're all mine toni-"

*BUZZ BUZZ*

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Boss man😎🛫⬆️: hate to ruin the 'vibes' but we have a case meet at the BAU in an hour!
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"EVERY FUCKING TIME!" I scream out as I throw my phone across the room.

"Aww calm down baby...I didn't know you wanted me that much!" JJ said smirking.

I gave her a quick kiss before we got ready to head into work.

Arriving at the BAU
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"I hate you all!" I said walking into the conference room.

"Hate us later we have a case, now this isn't any ordinary case." Hotch said.

"What do you mean Hotch?" Morgan said walking in with Elle close behind.

"Garcia." Hotch said.

"Right okay so today you guys will be going to drum roll please.....Paris....." She said. All their heads turned to me.

"What? Why are we taking an international case?" I said too defensively.

"Well umm you see so we-" she started to trail off.

"There were sittings of Hastings." Hotch said sternly. Suddenly all eyes went to JJ.

JJ's pov:

My body went stiff. My mouth went dry. My mind had a million thoughts running through it.

"I-...I thought he was dead." I said in a completely monotone voice staring at my lap.

"No we only found Cruz and Askari." Hotch replied.

At the mention of those names my eyes tightly closed running back to when I was kidnapped.

"Jayje are you ok?" Emily said putting her hand on my arm.

I immediately pulled away.

"Yes I'm fine Emily!" I snapped.

I knew my actions and words hurt her, and I hated the thought of hurting her. I just couldn't deal with this right now.
Without saying anything I walked out of the room I needed some air. I heard Rossi tell Emily something before I completely walked away.

"Sit down. Just give her some space for a second she'll come around when she's ready." He said in his signature fatherly tone.

I heard faint sniffles which I knew meant she was probably crying. God why must my life always burden others? Why can't it just attack me?!

I finally made it outside and walked to the side of the BAU in an alley. I rummaged through my purse, and pulled out a pack of cigarettes. I wasn't usually a smoker I just needed one once in a while when I'm stressed.