"He is my son too, Rosette that's why he will live as Stavros. When you left him to our care, you have no longer a right to be his mother!"
Nag-aaway na naman sina papa at mama at ako na naman ang dahilan. When I was 5 I started living with my papa's family... I am a child out of wedlock both of my parents have their own families. I grew up with the Spanish Monarch not until mama married his husband who never want me to be with his family so mama sent me to my father's care---Celestino Stavros a man I wanted to be like in future. Simula ng tumira ako sa kanila ay naging masaya at malaya ang pakiramdam ko hindi tulad sa Royal Palace sa Madrid. It was suffocating back there... Plus my father's wife is a nice lady. She loves me as she do to her children na hindi ko kailanman naramdaman sa ina ko.
"He is Wolsey's heir! And I must have him with me! He is mine! So don't force me to use my power just to get him from you!" pagbabanta ni mama kay papa.
"Don't ever dare to threaten me in my territory! Renolve is my son! He will stay here with us!" desisdidong saad ni papa.
"I heard your wife's prenant..." tila natakot ako sa narinig mula sa ina ko.
Hindi ko maintindihan bakit sila nagkakaganito... Kung ang pagsama kong muli sa kanya ang makakapagpatahimik sa kanya then be it!
I told papa that I want to be with my mother... And I saw how broken empress mama was. I know... She doesn't want me to go... But it was for her and my baby brother... I smiled at her and kiss her on her cheeks bago ko hinawakan ang tummy nya.
"He will be my baby brother Ybarra... Empress mama" nakangiti kong saad dito.
Ngumiti siya sa akin tsaka tumango bago ako niyakap ng mahigpit. "Yes, Nolve... He will be your baby brother... Cristoffer Ybarra...as how you wanted him to be named."
Mabigat sa puso kong umalis at iwanan sila but it is for the best. Siguro ay hindi na ako papabayaan ni mama ko. Kasi anak nya ako. Puno ng pag-asa kong bulong sa isipan... But that was the worst desisyon I ever did in my life...
" M-mama... " natatakot kong tawag rito ng ipasok ako ng isang maid sa red chamber na kung tawagin nila. I was prohibited to go here noon kaya natakot ako ng papasukin nila ako rito. I saw my mother wearing a red silky robe... Sitting at the four poster bed with a silky bedsheet... There are different scary and weird things in there...
Ngumisi ito sa akin... "Come here, my Renolve... Come to your mama..." mama is kinda different and she is scaring me...
And to my horror... She asked me watch different BDSM videos and told me to memorized everything to make her happy...
"Empress mama told me it's ba---" nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng bigla nya akong hinaklit at pinagpapalo
Iyak ako ng iyak...
"I AM YOUR ONLY MOTHER! RENOLVE! SO NO ONE ELSE YOU SHOULD CALL MAMA EXCEPT ME! YOU BAD CHILD.. YOU OWE YOUR LIFE TO ME SO YOU ARE MINE" galit na galit na saad nito
At first hindi ko siya maintindihan... Not until she asked me to chain her in bed and whipped her naked body... And then she told me that we will have a role playing... Gagayahin namin ang mga napanood ko. And that made me confused and sicked.
Ayoko syang sundin pero binantaan nya ako... She will kill my papa's family... And it scares the hell out of me... Kaya sinunod ko ang gusto nya at my young age... 12 years old lamang ako noon... And that made the my life a fucking hell...
Hindi ko man ginusto ang mga nangyari noong nauna ay tila kinain ako ng sistema... Hinanal hanap ko iyon... My mother hired some playmates for me to play a fucking kinky dirty games in the red chamber.
BINABASA MO ANG
Stavros 7: Too Good At Goodbyes
RomanceBut every time you hurt me, the less that I cry And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry And every time you walk out, the less I love you Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true I'm way too good at goodbyes -Too Good At...
