!Rewriting! Always and Forever (ReeKid X Reader)

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Yes this is done in the reader's PoV (Point of View) and the pronouns used are she/her because I get too stressed trying to change them.
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I was in my room doing what I always do: suffer. I suffer from autism and anxiety and my mother takes advantage of that. But my mother takes the most advantage of my ADHD.

"Y/N get down here!" My mother called. I got to the stairs. "Don't be so hard on her." Someone said.

Probably another person who thinks they love my mom. Just wait till you see my mother's true colours. I think to myself. I get downstairs.

Yep.

She's dating again.

This is about the 5th time.

"I hear your name is Y/N," the guy says. I nod. "What do you do around here?" He asks. I say nothing.

"Y/N this is Josh, he will be moving in so I suggest you actually try to help him out." Mother sharply said. I went back upstairs. I shut my door like always. I put some music on. It hit me. I brought a guitar out of my closet. I wrote down some more lyrics for an original song. Music. I love how it's relaxing and calming. I sometimes do art but I only do it because it helps me express myself. Sometimes, I think about how if dad were still here, he'd be proud. But then there's always mother ruining that thought. After maybe an hour I let my mind drift off and watched as everything faded to some sort of dream.

Josh POV:
I felt bad for Y/N. Her mother doesn't seem to treat her very well. But maybe M/N (Mother's name) has a reason for that. M/N looked distant. "You alright?" I ask. "It's fine it's just, I don't know. Y/N acts like she doesn't have a voice. I partly think she doesn't have one." I hugged her. "I have a friend that might help with that," I suggest. "I'd do anything for Y/N to actually speak. She's not very social." I nod. "So..." we plan the whole thing out. No matter what tomorrow Y/N will have to meet ReeKid. Maybe I'm second-guessing myself. ReeKid isn't really silent. He's more annoying than anything. But it's worth a shot! After a few hours, we go to bed. I curl up to M/N.

Morning with you
I skip breakfast as always after waking up and getting ready for the day. Josh told me to come outside. Thanks to my mom I have to follow him. I wait at the end of my driveway for some reason. Probably because I was told to, and I don't want to get in trouble. I flip my hood up. I see 2 sets of feet. Josh clears his throat and I do nothing. Something brings my head up and my hood gets pulled off. I see someone about 15 maybe 16 years old. Softly smiling with a light blush. But being me, I didn't know how to react. So I forced a smile. The teen backs up and Josh introduces me to him. His name's ReeKid. Which is a rather odd name. I gave him a 2 finger wave. My mom nudged me towards him. I took my hand and held on to my right arm. ReeKid took me on a long walk. His arm lightly settled on my neck.

Reekid explained that his real name is Anthony. It's no surprise that I didn't talk. It's my fault for having Anxiety.

"Not very social huh?" He asks. I shake my head no. Anthony wraps his arm around me.

"I was once like that as well, nobody thought anything of it. Until that one day where everything changed." ReeKid says. I hesitated but I managed to say something. "Anxiety, depression and ADHD." I mutter. But at least I said something.

Anthony looks at me with a shocked expression. "Why are you looking at me like that?" I shyly ask. "It's just that you're voice is so adorable," Anthony said. Getting flustered.

I'm sure everyone thinks my voice is cute. Moments of silence pass. "Just so you know, you're safe to talk about anything around me," Anthony said, wanting me to trust him.

"S-Sorry. Anxiety. Might need to be around you more for that to happen." I explain. Anthony just nods. After a bit more small talk Anthony took me home and Josh took him home after that.

"Back to your room young lady." Mother snapped. I stood where I was still in my own world. My mother slashed my face with something, or her nail. I ran up to my room. I found my razor and put 10 cuts on my arm closer to my shoulder, leaving. I bandaged my arm and got on Minecraft to join my SMP. I joined the discord call and started to stream. I was reading donations and everything when suddenly,

ReeKid1268 has joined the stream.

At first, I didn't believe it was Anthony but after replying to his chats it turned out to be him. I got on with my stream. I heard a ding meaning someone joined the discord call. I pulled up the screen and it was my brother.

"Oh. G'day, Tony." I harshly say. "Look I know you're mad but dad said he wanted to meet up with you one day." Tony quickly got to the point. I went dead silent and typed the SMP server IP in the discord call but blurred it on the stream. And in the Minecraft chat, I typed /whitelist TiggerTony8 but didn't send the command.

I put my hand up to my mouth. I looked in chat and the viewers were asking what I was doing and what's with hesitation.

"Hey, Tony..." I murmur. "Me?" Tony asked. "Yes, you." I lightly snap. "What is it?" Tony huffed. "What's with the face?" Tony asked looking at my stream.

"How bad do you want to join the SMP?" I ask. "Extremely. I've been going on every day to see if I'm whitelisted." Tony says.

"I am making the biggest mistake of my life," I say. "What do you mean?" Tony asked. I whitelisted Tony and sent the server IP. I guess I can try to trust him.

Tony gasped and then nothing but joy was in his voice when he exclaimed "Thank you thank you thank you! If I were near you I'd probably hug you to death!"

"But if you make one slip up I'm banning you." I snap. "Yeah yeah," Tony said, completely avoiding what I just said. Silence came from Tony.

Actually, all of us were silent. But my stream chat wasn't. All you could hear is Tony's keyboard. "Tony, what are you doing over there?" I mischievously ask.

"Almost done. Come to my house." "Where is your house? Like I have no idea where you are on the server." I reminded. "Ok well, meet at like the shrine thing," Tony suggested.

"Jay built that because he wanted to go on a date with me. I would've taken it down but it looks nice there." I explain. We met up there and Tony led me to his house. There was dead silence. All of a sudden I started to laugh.

"Why is your house just a sign?" I ask. "Just read it!" Tony exclaimed. I read it. "You're my favourite sibling." I read aloud.

"Tony. I'm your only sibling did you forget we're twins?" I huffed. I went into creative mode. I put down a chest and filled it with wooden items such as a pickaxe, axe, and a shovel.

I put some torches and leather armour in it as well. And to top it all off I put seeds. Tony looked in the chest and took the items out of it.

"I'm going mining." He quickly said running into a cave. I had to laugh at that. I was streaming for a couple more minutes and then mom yelled up at me. I ended the stream suddenly. I went downstairs.