!Rewriting! Always and Forever (ReeKid X Reader)

8

Eventually, there were quite a few people at the house, and there were a lot of people that just kept giving you anxiety. Your mother is the main cause of it.

You didn't mind your brother being around you when it was you, Josh, Anthony, your brother and your father. Being your sibling you both got pissed off at each other but you did feel a bit safer around him not much. But when a lot of other people were arriving you began internally panicking.

"I'll be right back I'm just going to the washroom." You said actually letting go of your boyfriend's hand and going to the washroom upstairs.

Once you closed the door completely you began to visibly panic and hyperventilate. You slid down the wall next to the door pulling your knees to your chest waiting for your life to end right there at that very moment.

You began shaking as tears flooded your eyes beginning to stream down your face uncontrollably.

A bit of time passed and Anthony was wondering if everything was okay. "You good Reekid?" Josh wondered noticing you weren't at his side.

"I don't know. Y/N went to the bathroom a while ago and they aren't back yet. Earlier it seemed as if they were scared of something because of their reactions to certain things and at this point, it's worrying me." Anthony replied.

"Like what?" the adult questioned. "Uhhh... when we first got here they squeezed my hand when they first saw their mother, and earlier when M/N yelled from upstairs it was the same reaction." The younger male said.

"Okay go find them and check on them... I'll try to do something about it later," Josh said as Reekid nodded and walked away.

He went upstairs and stood at the washroom door hearing you with heavy breathing. He covered his mouth for a second before knocking on the door.

When you heard the knock you covered your mouth with your sleeve trying to pull yourself together to say something.

"Love? You okay?" Anthony wondered knocking again, and then opened the door when he didn't get an answer. "Hey are you-" He said but then stopped when he saw you sitting on the floor.

Your boyfriend walked in closing the door behind him and kneeled down to your level gently pulling you into his arms.

You flinched at the sudden movement trying to hide your face with your arm. "It's just me, don't worry. I'm not going to hurt you." Reekid reassured letting go and instead taking hold of your hand the way it's been almost all day.

"Take a deep breath, you look like you're holding your breath and it's scaring me." He commented, moving your arm and helping you breathe. "I'm going to pull you into my arms okay?" He asked.

You nodded as Anthony pulled you into his arms caressing your hand. "You're not going to die, just breathe, you'll be okay." He said trying to think of things to say that could help.

You rested your head on the male's chest as he held you as if he was protecting you from something. "You're going to make it through this. I'm right here with you." Anthony said, trying to calm you. "God, you're shaking like crazy."

He tilted your head upward a bit and wiped your tears. "Can you breathe okay or are you still having trouble?" He wondered paying a little more attention after realizing you were panicking.

"I-I'll be fine you don't need to worry about me." You said trying to keep it together. "No. No you won't be. You spent the past 15 minutes here having a panic attack. I'm not going to believe you when you say you are or will be fine."

You had to pause before giving your same reply of 'I'm seriously fine you don't have to worry.' It was just the timing and the way he put it. It got you to realize not everyone pushes you aside and forgets about you until they need something.

"Can we... stay like this a bit longer?" You wondered wrapping an arm around your boyfriend. "Whatever makes you feel better."

After a bit, the both of you left the bathroom and you went back to clinging to Anthony. Even when you guys left the place you were still clinging to him. Be he didn't mind at all.

When you guys got home Reekid went to make himself some food, and you went up to your room flopping on your bed feeling the urge to go to sleep and not be disturbed for the rest of your life and then some.

You were just about to fall asleep when Anthony came and laid down with you. "Need something?" You asked.

"How are you so annoyed right now." The male asked wrapping his arms around you wanting to snuggle with you.

"I really have the urge to go to sleep and never wake up for the rest of eternity." You replied snuggling up to him.

"Nooooooo you aren't allowed that. School is starting up again tomorrow so that's one fact, also I care a bit too much about you." Reekid said.

"Okay well, that doesn't stop me from wanting to die. But right now just let me sleep my motivation to stay awake is somewhere across the world travelling on foot." You commented.

"Well then maybe I'll have to get up and drag you out of bed for something to get you out of wanting to sleep." Anthony teased.

He then chuckled and ruffled your hair. "I'm only kidding I'll let you sleep as long as I get to cuddle you."