Don't Be Like Me || ✔️

6

"H-hyung....get me out of here," Taehyung sobbed
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1:35 p.m | at the hospital...

Yoongi and Taehyung were taking care of Jimin. Watching over him. It's been days since he woke up and it's starting to worry them.

Taehyung clutched onto Jimin's hand just like every other member did while waiting for him to wake up. Fumbling with his fingers. Jimin did have his blood transfusion and oxygen mask removed. Only leaving the I.V.

Taehyung prayed hard.

Hearing from what the doctors had said. Jimin suffered from anorexia and depression. Leaving him in the state he was. Taehyung could've stopped that. He could've stopped everything.

If only he did what his instinct told him. Instead of being a coward.

Yoongi left to get some food. Leaving Taehyung all alone. Taehyung didn't budge from his seat. It's been hours but he continued to fumble with Jimin's fingers. The entire ward was quiet. Making Taehyung think about the incident again. Making his eyes teary.

Taehyung was caught up with emotions to notice Jimin gain consciousness.

Yoongi entered the ward. Dropping the food he bought on the ground.

"J-jimin? You're awake..." Yoongi breathes out. Taehyung head shot up. He clutched onto Jimin's hands tighter.

"Are you okay? Do you need anything?" Taehyung bombards him with questions. Jimin didn't respond. Eyes roaming around the room.

"Jimin?" Taehyung called out. Jimin eyes remain emotionless. Slowly trailing down to his hand. His heart rate picked up. Panic rising. The sound from the heartbeat monitor increasing. Jimin chest rising up and down and he forced his hand away from Taehyung.

"n-no, get this thing out of me. Get it out. GET IT OUT!" Jimin shouted as he struggled to get the I.V out of his hand. Yoongi bit his lips. Trying to stop himself from crying as he heard Jimin's screams while Taehyung hugged the shorter male. Stopping him from hurting himself.

Yoongi wanted to help. But he couldn't. He couldn't move from his spot. Staying rooted in his spot. He kept his head low but he could imagine Taehyung struggling to calm Jimin down. He felt hopeless while Taehyung had an internal breakdown.

"Jimin...please don't hurt yourself. Jimin..." Taehyung sobbed as he held Jimin arms against the bed.

"I DESERVE TO GET HURT, LET ME GO. I CAN'T GAIN WEIGHT!!" Jimin shouted. Tears flowing at the side of his face. Taehyung could sense it. How much Jimin wants to stop but couldn't. It was like he was trapped inside his own body.

Nurses rushed into the room with a sedate and quickly pierced the needle in Jimin's arm. Jimin instantly stopped struggling. His eyes growing tired. Taehyung let him go. His heart beating fast as he rushed outside, sobbing.

Yoongi was there, witnessing everything. Taehyung couldn't take it. Taking his phone out.

"Hello?" Jin answered. Taehyung sob.

"H-hyung....get me out of here," Taehyung begged.
Sobs break through his voice as he begged for the older male to pick him up.

Yoongi legs weaken. Falling on his knees and he tried to comprehend everything. His hands were shaking.   Eyes red. Yoongi let out a sob. Clutching his chest. Feeling the throbbing pain of anxiety ripping through his chest.

Namjoon called him and asked what happened but he could was struggling to keep the phone against his ears. Answering short sentences in between breaths. 

A couple of minutes later, Jin rushed in with Namjoon and Hoseok, making their way there. Jungkook unable to follow since he was scared. Knowing what happened.

Jin rushed into the ward. Taehyung quickly burying his head into his hyung broad shoulders. Gripping his shirt tightly.

"G-get me out of here..." Taehyung sobbed. Jin rubbed the member's back. Glancing at Yoongi then to Namjoon who was not seated on the floor. Holding his head.

"I'll talk to him, you bring him to the car. Hoseok, you should go too." Namjoon said. Hoseok nodded. Closing the ward door. Namjoon quietly walked up to him. Seeing his sweaty neck and bright pink ears.

"Are you alright hyung?" Namjoon asked. Yoongi let out a shaky sigh. Not knowing how to cope with the overwhelming feeling.

"Y-yeah, I'm fine... Just a little stressed." Yoongi responded. Avoiding eye contact. Namjoon gently grabbed his hand but Yoongi pulled away.

"I'm fine," Yoongi responded. Stubborn.

Yoongi gripped onto his chest. His heartbeat picking up again. He began to hyperventilate. Yoongi let out a throaty cough. His chest falling up and down in a rapid manner.

"Do you need me here with you or you want me to leave?" Namjoon asked calmly. Not wanting to add to the stress.

"S-stay..." Yoongi responded. Coughing harshly.

"Can I touch you?" Namjoon asked again. Yoongi nodded.
Namjoon grabbed his hand and got him up on the couch. He placed his hand on his hyung shoulder.

"Lean back hyung. Breathe okay? In and out...In and out..." Namjoon spoke. Yoongi tried to follow. Pacing his breathing. After not being able to breathe still. He sat up from his leaning.

Yoongi struggled. Holding his throat. Namjoon rubbed the older member's back.

"Slowly hyung...breathe," Namjoon spoke. Yoongi took a while before calming. Wiping his tears that were streaming down his face. Namjoon stood up and grabbed a bottle of water. Passing it to him.

Yoongi chugged the water. Letting out a sigh.

"I'll call Jin hyung to pick you up. I'll just take over." Namjoon spoke. Yoongi nodded. Exhausted from what happened.

"Hello? Hyung, can you pick Yoongi hyung up? He just had a panic attack and I don't think it's good for him to stay here " Namjoon explained.

"Okay, sure. I haven't left yet so I'll go get him " Jin spoke. Yoongi legs moved nervously as he began to bite his fingers. Jin came and brought him out. Placing his hands on the shorter male's shoulder.

"You alright?" Jin asked, lowering to his height.

"Yes, just a little exhausted," Yoongi responded. Jin smiled softly. Rubbing his back gently as they walked out of the hospital. Yoongi got inside the car. Still trying to calm himself down. Taehyung was in front. Next to Jin. Their hands shaking as he remembered everything.

Hoseok had his arm around Yoongi while drumming his waist. The entire drive was quiet. Jin ended up buying them drinks to keep them calm.

Yoongi got out of the car. Stumbling. His head pounding slightly. He still can't get the image out of his head and he's trying so hard to calm himself down. Not wanting to trigger his anxiety.

He headed straight to his room. Taehyung following along.
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I know I said I'll publish on Monday but I don't want to keep y'all waiting. Oh, I asked a question whether it should be a sad or happy ending. Majority wins!!

Sad ending >

Happy ending >