Changes (Lisrene)

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Lisa's POV

"Hey bro." Someone spoke behind my back, I immediately looked at it seeing Seulgi with a coffee in her hand.

"What are you doing here? We have a class in hour." Seulgi softly spoken while looking at her wrist watch.

"I'll just go there later.." I simply said making her shook her head while walking closer towards me.

"What's your problem? Still thinking about her?" Seulgi asked making me looking at her sadly.

"Why do you care?" I caustically said but she just chuckled and shook her head.

"I'm right, you're still thinking about her." She added making me sighed deeply.

"Still thinking how did she left me without saying the reason." I muttered while looking at the tall buildings in front of us.

It's been a year since the last time I saw her, it's been a year since she said that she loves me so much. It's been a year since the last time I hugged her, the last time I saw her face.

I feel so stupid for giving all of my love to her, but in the end she just fucking left me and I don't know where she is right now. I'm already a college student, a freshman. So many things that happened that I didn't even imagine.

I'm already planning my future with her, I'm willing to do anything. But she left me, I tried to find her but I failed. Now I don't know anymore.

"I thought you're already okay? What happened now?" Seulgi sat beside mine making me just shook my head.

"I don't know, maybe I miss her? But I don't want to get hurt again. I don't want her to enter my life anymore." I replied.

"Bro, don't say that. You still love her I know it. I can still see it, maybe she has a reason why did she do that." She lectured making me looked at her confused.

"I don't know anymore." I Said and shrugged before standing up.

"Where are you going now?" She asked again making me rolled my eyes on her.

"In our room, where do you think?" I hissed before leaving her, I can heard her laughing while calling my name.

After Irene left, my other friends always saying some things to me to make my mood lifted but nothing works. Day by day I'm starting to feel so bored without her. I tried to find her but I failed, I asked her friends too but they didn't know where did she go. Then one day I was in the rooftop for the last day of my life being a high schooler. I saw this slug at the rooftop too. Then we started to talk again, I'm lucky that even if I'm starting to lose my shit. Seulgi was here beside me, of course the gang is helping me too but as long as I saw Irene's friend with them I can't help but to feel sad. I still see her with them. That's why I decided to not to go with them anymore.

I know that they understand it, and I'm already contented with that. I'm already in my way of achieving our- my dreams to became an engineer and I will never allow someone to entered my life again.

"Yah Lisa! Finally I saw you here!" I heard Joy squealed in excitement as she saw me in the hallways.

"What?" I asked coldly making her rolled her eyes on me. "I want you to come with me!" She said and dragged me with her.

"Wait, Where are we going?" I asked as she continued to drag me.

"We're going to join the volleyball team!" She squealed again making me cover my ears.