Changes (Lisrene)

14

Irene

"Leave my daughter alone, or else I'll destroy your life."

"W-what?" That's the only thing that I can say before Autie dragged me into the comfort room and immediately locked it.

"I said leave her, You don't deserve her and you will never be."

I know that I did the biggest mistake in my life by leaving Seoul and moved to states. I tried everything that I can to forget her but sometimes I still find myself crying at night while hugging her hoodies that she gave to me.

I thought choosing this path will make us live peacefully, but I'm wrong. I'm still watching her over here, I hired so many private detectives just to watch her even if her mom don't want me to do it.

I saw how she became like what she are when we first met, the happiness in her eyes is gone. The way her smiles faded when Seul was not around making me more guilty from what I did.

This is what her mom wants and who am I to disobey it?Even if I want to go back at Seoul her mother don't want me to do it, I always tried to communicate with Lisa but her mother don't allow me.
I continued my studies in states while thinking of how she's doing in Seoul. I did my best to proved to her mom that I can take care of her daughter but she didn't care about it.

Everyday that I'm here at states never in a day that Lisa didn't cross my mind, I miss her damn much. I want to talk to her again and explain myself but I don't know if she's still willing to listen. Seulgi is the only one who knows about this, she even want to accompany me but again Lisa's mother didn't allow it.

"Are you okay?" Solar asked as we finally reach the incheon airport, I'm kinda nervous and excited at the same time.

"Y-yes, of course." I smiled just to assure her that I'm really okay even if I'm not.

Today is the day that I will be stepping at Korea again, it's been years since the last time. It's been years but still I can't forget her. I can't stand it anymore, even if her mom would do something to me I don't care anymore. Three years is enough, I don't want to suffer anymore.

I wonder what would she feel when she see me again, I heard that she's a volleyball player and that's surprise me. She's not into a sports when we're still together, she doesn't even want to run even if she's late. I really need to thank Seulgi from taking care of her.

We're already in the hotel that we booked and took a rest before we enrolled into the next day. Her mom thought that she already moved on that's why she let me to go back at Korea again. While my mom is still in daegu, she knows everything and I swear she's disowning me that time when I tell her about it.

"Where do you want to enroll?" Solar asked while browsing through her phone searching for some university's in Seoul.

"Oh, forget it where going to enroll on Byul's Uni." She happily said while wiggling her brows, I can only smile at her before slumping at the bed.

"Classes start here at August, We don't have enough time to adjust here." She said while looking at me Concerned.

"I can, I'm from here if you forgot." I said as a matter of fact making her chuckled and smack her forehead.

"Ah yes, I'm sorry." She mumbled before going back from what she's doing.