Tainted love

Rain of sins

So here's a question for you guys to keep you busy... what's the worst thing to happen to you? Of course I got the big sad (depression)it's just pain when I try to be happy I'm fine I still have a loving heart don't I? Do I?... But what about you? What happened to you that you hate?))

After I went home I saw luz on the couch holding king I didn't want to interact with her just in case she's still mad.

I didn't look at her I went straight upstairs and went to our room I sigh as in drop to my bed thinking about luz.

I know she did that for love but she took it overboard she could have just punched her once and that'd be fine by me but... beating the living hell out of her?

It was hard to tell if love was the answer she did that right? She did it for me it's not like she did it only for revenge.

My mind was lost in thoughts of why luz fought Boscha.

My mind snapped out of thoughts as luz walked in and sat across from me. Luz looked at me as if she had something on her mind but her gaze made me feel smaller and smaller "amity" Luz said with no tone of voice "y-yeah?" I answered shyly "don't act shy now blight tell me why" luz said coldly "tell you what?" I asked as I felt extremely uncomfortable "what do you mean you know... why you held me back and letting Boscha get away! You know what she did to us yesterday!" Luz yelled as she stood up and walked closer. "Luz please calm down your scaring me" I tried to calm luz down but she kept getting closer. I backed up I had my back against the wall "scared? Huh well maybe next time to side with Boscha and help me beat her up again" luz demanded "..." I was left speechless I couldn't go anywhere luz getting closer and closer with each step "I won't do that to her... she may be mean but... doesn't mean you should do what she does... your better than this" I said trying to convince luz to not continue this path of pain.

"Better than this? I've never been better and you will either help me or we break up" luz said with a huge smile on her smug face trying to convince me to help her but I'll never be like her "guess we are breaking up then" I said which caught luz off guard "fine" luz said as her smile turned into a emotionless face "leave" luz said "wh-what?" I said with fear "you heard me.... leave I don't care if this is your only place to stay if you don't want my heart I don't want you... now get...the...fuck ...out" luz said pointing to the door "GET OUT!" She yelled at me "you think I'm playing I mean it get your perfect girl ass out of here and don't ever come back you here me!" Luz added. Tears falling from the corners of my eyes.

I grabbed all the stuff I need and left the house with luz watching from the window.

I walked away from the sight of the house I sat down back against a tree. I tucked my legs in and cried into my legs.

No where to go, no where to stay... I'm hopeless.

I walk to town tears falling from my eyes and night was coming up in a couple of minutes.

My only options was to go to my parents no matter the consequences or stay outside and starve myself.

I went to a alley and sat down my back against a brick wall my legs extended out except my right I place my right arm on my right leg and slowly got lost in my own thoughts.

Why did Luz do this.... I thought she loved me... I thought she cared for me.. I thought she was kind.. thought she was happy.. a caring girl.. i guess I know the truth.

Luz was a monster inside getting ready to burst out at any moment.. her love faded away all she had left was this tainted love for me. I guess she hates more than she loves.. she shouldn't have fought Boscha... I shouldn't have saved Boscha and Luz could have been happy... maybe all this was my fault.. I never wanted this.

Luz pov

I sat by the window I watched amity when she left and cried I cried every tear I had in my body.. I messed up badly.. the only love I'll ever have... gone.. she won't ever love me again.. I shouldn't have fought Boscha...all this for revenge... I miss having her by my side now she probably thinks I'm a monster with no heart.. I deserve whatever Terrible thing to happen to me. I am a monster.

Amity pov

Boom

A loud boom sounded off from the skies it was thunder... and when there's thunder there's rain.

Boiling rain landed around my feet I watched the other droplets of boiling rain slowly descend to the floor underneath my feet, no roof no shelter no nothing... this rain will be bad...

The storm clouds gather up above the isles and unleashed it's fury upon the world below thunder and lighting sounded from the skies as the boiling rain hit the ground. I got up and tried to find some roof to hind under.