They Don't Know About Us (JenLisa Fanfic) CMPLTD

Chapter 22

JENNIE POV

I was inside the dance studio, practicing for my performance. I only have 4 days left before my solo debut. For the past week, I've been through hell.

I recorded my song, shoot a music video, did some photoshoots, and practicing the steps, only in a span of 2 fucking weeks. Too much work going on, too much pressure, and too much pain. I hate you, Lisa. But, I know, there is a reason behind all of this. Lisa loves me. I can feel it and I can see it in her eyes.

Every day, I text and call her. No response at all. It's almost been 2 weeks since the last time I heard her beautiful voice.

I tried to asked Jisoo and Chaeyoung about this. But, they don't want to answer it. They'll let Lisa tell me what happened. I'm eager to know the reason.  I am so hurt and so devastated!

I can feel my eyes started to fill with my tears. No, no, I don't want to cry here.

"Jennie?" I heard my choreographer called me.

"Uh- I'm sorry, what?" I was confused.

"You're not focusing, Jennie. I said, let's do it from the top." She informed me.

I nodded shyly.

"Look, I know, there's too much pressure here. But, your solo debut is almost there. Just focus, alright?"

"Yeah, I'm sorry." I apologized.

We started to practice for almost 5 hours straight. My body is so weak. I'm emotionally and physically stressed. But, no one in this room knows about what is really going on with me. They only knew me as Jennie, not Jennie Kim.

I don't have Jisoo, Chae, and my Lisa on my side. I am so alone even though there are so many people around me. Is this the bad side of having a solo?

"Alright, that's a wrap!" The staff yelled.

Yes, finally, I'm going to rest!

I was wiping my sweats when I noticed Manager Unnie walked towards me.

"Hey, Jennie.." She rubbed my back. "I know you're tired.. You've been working so hard."

I smiled at her, "Yeah.. Too much pressure, but.. yeah."

"Since you have 4 days left before your solo debut, we will give you 2 days break." She informed me.

My eyes widened, did I hear it right?

"A what? Break? 2 days?" I exclaimed.

"Yes, we want you to get some good rest before your big day." She tapped my shoulder.

"Thank you, Unnie!" I bowed down to her. "It means that I can go to our dorm? Will I see my girls?"

Please say yes.. please..

"Yeah, yeah, of course. You can sleep there if you want." She said while smiling at me. "Now, get ready so we can drive you there."

"Oh my gosh, thanks a lot, Unnie!" Once again, I bowed down to her and I went straight to the changing room.

I'm so excited, right now! My adrenaline suddenly kicked in and I felt so energized.
I'm going to see Lisa. I'm going to talk to her. Shit, I can't wait! Oh my god.

After I ate dinner and finished some stuff, I hopped inside the van.

I checked my phone and it's already 12:06 in the morning. I felt a surge of happiness and my mood lifted when I was on the way to our dorm. Finally, I'm going to know the truth.