The Mental illness Archives

Part Ten: The Sheltering Presence...

Description: Passing by the very "inconceivable" thing right before your very staring senses... Isn't something too truly believe in, once you have the entire (seeming) "dilemma"...all figured out! Either, (beforehand or ahead of time)...truly depends on the very limitations, of those very "staring senses" itself! Because it's what takes a certain matter of focus upon the very "dire" need too truly become "unconcentrated"...All at one single time!

The sheltering presence is anything but ordinary... Yes, they are one of those abstract/cryptic (someone's or something's). Depending on who/what you'd prefer upon reference a "who or a what"??? Right then and there, is ANYONE'S guess....

Since logic doesn't tempt itself into the blunder of shame! For the resounding effect too come out of it (seemingly) "unscathed"...

However which way you want to put it... Nothing is officially meant to complete the next set of countermeasures available for you, (seemingly) right off the bat! Since that's a (supposed) impossibility for you too not come out of it...without the very blunder of shame itself appearing over you and telling you simply "it's all right..."

But "it's all right" simply for "what" or too do "what" with...?

And as if it wasn't already super obvious... The blunder of shame is that very sheltering presence. Whose efforts aren't as "becoming" towards its own claim, when it simply doesn't have the right "official" efforts towards its own "affected" outcome full nothing but...pure and natural "wit"!

Since wit in the hands of a blunder full of shame, is nothing too laugh about. Or make jokes out of, either... It's a hard-pressured occupation at keeping yourself upright good enough where the final charm of your own posture doesn't go all crooked on the spot! Since it's meant for you too come out clean full of clarity. And too not be "shunned" by your own ordinary presence, either...

Since something (sheltering) could actually be of the ordinary category. But what happens if something comes out of NO WHERE...and DEMANDS you too "remove" the very sheltering effect from that category... Which that is of the "ordinary" spectrum itself??

Well, obviously for not the lackluster of shame itself. Since shame isn't as bad as when it comes up against the very thing that's increasing it's staring sense full of both doubt and guilt... All too help you feel the overgrowing stare of it's growing presence, altogether!

And since there's something growing in frequency here... Almost as if it's creating (by establishing a certain thin structure that if not open too the actual idea), you'd think it'd be something that had/was "incorporated" straight into the very source of this frequency itself.

Meaning this very frequency is actually bloating up, like your standard balloon. Except, it isn't as normally envisioned as just ANY ordinary balloon that you've seen while growing up (over the years) within your own sense of self embodiment. Since your own "staring senses" doesn't "owe" anyone...ANYTHING!

Not even too the one known as the blunder of shame, either....

So, what this actually could tell you, is that you can't (and would not) judge the "oppression" of something that is growing in heightened doubt and guilt over the very presence that's keeping you sheltered in it's very grip full of shame, too simply counteract the subtleties of this very bloating up frequency forming into a very thin structure.

A very thin structure that's spreading outward too far for its own "limited" good!

And maybe its own limited good...for which it couldn't possibly handle ALL at one time!

As that surely depends on what could happen, if a continuous abstract/cryptic (someone or something) keeps it from carrying out it's very willpower in order too keep the blunder of shame out of other "things" business!