Adopted by Jennifer Morrison

Chapter 21: What did I do?

Sorry that I haven't done another chapter but I had my college interview on Monday and then I have had coursework so I have been pretty busy with that. So yeah sorry about that and I hope that you all like this chapter. So comment and favourite this chapter.

What did I just do? What did I fucking do? Why do I always haveto screw everything up. I hadn't meant to say it, it just came out. I screw everything up at some point or another. I can never have anything good for myself because all I ever do is fuck it up.

I didn't go to Jared's. I went to one of the sets that wasn't being used. The set was Mary Margaret's kitchen and living room. I went and sat on one of the stools that was by the island in the middle of the kitchen. I didn't realise how long I had sat there until one of the production guys came in to start setting up for the next scene they were going to film.

Well I couldn't stay there anymore so instead I went to Jen's trailer I sat there for almost two hours until someone knocked on the door. It was Jared.

"What are you doing in here?" He asked me. "Everyone is out there looking for you. You left the set sort of freaked out and then you didn't come to my trailer. Nobody has even seen you in like 3 hours. What happened why are you crying?"

I hadn't even realised that I had been crying untilhe pointed it out. "I don't even know." Whatever I said after that he wouldn't have understood what I said since I began to sob.

He wrapped his arms around me and just held me. I felt like we stayed there forever, like the entire world stopped around us. For once everything felt simple, everything felt normal. Then, way too soon everythign started again. The world was complicated again, just like always.

"You gonna tell me what's wrong?" he asked me as he brushed a falling tear from my cheek.

"I screwed everything up, just like I always do." I told him blankly as I began to stop sobbing so that Jared could understand me.

"What do you mean you screwed everything up?" He asked me. "You haven't screwed anything up Becca."

"I did, I always do." I explained to him. "I screwed things up with Jen, just like I have with every other set of parents I have ever had."

"What are you talking about?" he inquired. "I asked Jen where you were when you didn't come to my trailer at the time we agreed. She was really worried about you but she was still smiling from ear to ear. I mean---"

"Wait-" I interupted. "She was happy?" Maybe I didn't screw this up.

I didn't wait for him to answer, instead I left Jen's trailer as fast as I could. I needed to see her. I was running to the sets and I ran into something. When I looked up it was Adam.

"Hey Rebecca, Jen is waiting for you in my office, you were supposed to be there with almost a half hour ago." He declared. "Come on, you can come with me."

We walked to his office in complete silence. When we got there, Jen was sat on one of the two chairs on the other side of his desk. She was beaming.

"Sit down next to Jen, Becca." He told me. "Then we can begin."

After I had sat down he began to speak again. "Eddie and I have been looking for someone for alomost two years now. We have wanted to tell this one story on the show but we needed someone who looked like a younger Emilie. We needed someone to play her. Someone to play younger Belle." he explained. "We want you to play her Rebecca."

"Wait. What?" I asked. This was so not happening.

"We want you to play younger Emilie. Just as Abby Ross plays younger Jen and Bailee Madison plays younger Ginny. We think that you would be a good actress and we know that you fit in with the other members of cast. I mean you look exactly like her. What do you think Jen?"

"Well," she began. "It's not really up to me is it. I already do this and Becca is already involved in all of it. So she can decide, if she wants to do it then she can do it."

Adam thought this over and seemed to convince himself that it was a good thing. "Okay, Rebecca. It's all up to you. Do you want to be a part of this show?"

I thought it over. This was my favourite show, this is what started allmy new life. "I mean---" I began shakily "I guess it would be amazing, and I have always wanted to be on this show. Sorry. Yes. I say yes. I want to be on the show."

They both smiled at me like I had just made their day. "Come back tomorrow and then we can get all the paper signed." Adam told us and then we left the office.

Just as we had gotten out of the office Jen embraced me like she hadn't seen me in years. "You're going to work with me. Isn't that amazing?"

I nodded, although I was slightly confused. "Aren't you mad at me?"

"Of course not. Why would I be?"

"I called you mom." I told her sheepishly.

"You think that's a problem?" She stopped talking and wait for me to reply, when I didn't she took my hands and made me look at her in the eyes. "Becca, I was so happy when you called me mom and I know is was only a knee-jerk reaction but it means that you still see me as your mom."

I looked up at her and began to cry. She just held on to me. Maybe everything would be okay in the end.