P.S. Obsessively In Love With You

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Nisha's POV

Lucian held my hand as he dragged me to his car after I made sure that I filled the pet bowls and locked all my windows and doors of my house. I'm not sure why he's confident. I was expecting that he'd be angry or frustrated but he's not. Just what is he planning?

I was sitting on the passenger seat of his car and he was driving. It was quiet and the only sound you could hear was the soft rumbling of his car.
Honestly I'd prefer it if he was this quiet, but to my dismay a few minutes later he started speaking.

“You know that I love you, right?” he said so tumingin ako sakanya, his eyes were still focused on the road.
“Right?” he repeated when I didn't answer.

“Erm, uh, right.” I weakly said.

“And do you have any idea how unpleasant it may feel if someone took you from me?” he said again and he glance at me for a second as if expecting an answer.

“Uh no..?” I awkwardly replied,

“The time you left me, I was so heartbroken.. I didn't know what to do, I didn't know where to find you, and now that you came back..” he said at inalis yung isang kamay nya sa steering wheel to grab my other hand.
“..I don't want to let you go again.”

I gulped as his grip tightened, not enough to break my bones but tight enough to cut blood circulation.

“Lucian..”

“I was mad at you, but I decided to just forgive you, see how considerate I am?”

Truly considerate.
What a jerk, and I'm a cowardly bitch who let him do what he wants.

“Sure.” I said to Lucian with a terse tone, obviously upset.

Lucian gaze at me as if giving me a warning.
“I don't think I like your tone.”

I awkwardly scratched my nape.
“S-Sorry.”

He continued driving and I heard him sigh at lumuwag na ang hawak nya sa kamay ko na namumutla na at nanlalamig.
“Nisha, I hope you realize that I'm doing these for you. For us. They're the bad people, not me.”

Tumingin na lang ako sa labas, tired of his nonsense rambling.
I'm still not sure kung ano plano nya. Bakit sya mismo ang parang masaya na pumunta run? Does he have any idea how much I hate being with him and would grab any opportunity to stay away?

“..I'm not sure kung ano ang magagawa ko sakanila but I'm sure that you wouldn't want to know.”

As soon as he said that napatingin ulit ako sakanya.
I didn't catch up on what he mostly said but what he just said right now.. Is he trying to threaten me?

“What are you trying to say here?” I couldn't help but to blurt out.

“You don't know what I'm capable of doing and I'm telling you this so you could be aware. I'm not a bad person Nisha and what I'm doing is all out of love, and when a person is in love they do crazy things.”

The only one who's crazy is you, you psychopathic son of a bitch.

I felt my stomach started to churn, something that happens when I'm nervous or afraid. God, why am I so helpless?
If I refused him the first time. If only di ko na lang tinulungan si Matt nun, I couldn't have met him.
Oh god, what do I do?

He stopped his car suddenly and faced me, him still holding my hand. I stared at him with confusion written all over my face.

He took off his seatbelt kaya lumingon ako sa paligid, did we arrive already? Ang bilis naman ata? However, I saw that nasa kanto pa lang kami ng bahay ko.