CHAPTER 20: Worst news ever...

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Y/n's pov

As Asahi opened his mouth to talk to me, my phone rang and both of us stared at it.

I felt bad for feeling relieved, but it might have been the right time for him to confess, I wasn't ready to deal with it or to hear him say it.

I looked at my screen and saw it was from my mom.

Why would she be calling me now?

"Hey Asahi, it's my mom, mind if I take it?"

"Not at all, it might be important, so go ahead."

I nodded and answered the phone.

Me:"hey mom, please excuse my bluntness, but why are you calling?"

Mom:"hi sweetie, I actually have something important to talk to you about when you get back home. Aisha as well, so please hurry home when you get back."

My mom sounded serious in her tone and she's only once before sounded like that, and that's when she told me that I was going to move schools when I was little.

That was actually how I met Oikawa and Iwaizumi.

Me:"a-alright. I'll be there as fast as I can. We're only about half an hour away from school now."

Mom:"okay Y/n, see soon."

She ended the call and I suddenly had a stinging, quite anxious feeling starting to form in my stomach. I worried about what my mother and Aisha wanted to talk to me about.

"Hey, are you alright?" Asahi looked concerned and bent a bit forward in his seat and faced me.

"Yeah, my mom just wanted me to hurry home after we get back to school." I gave him a weak smile, and I could see that he was hesitating to ask me something. It did look as if he didn't believe my little white lie, but he decided not to push it, which I was thankful for.

"Just tell me if you feel bad okay?" He sat back in his seat, but kept his eyes on me.

"I will."

No, I won't. I don't want to talk about it if I don't even know what it is yet.

"So, what did you want to talk about?" I asked him, hoping that he'd rather wait a bit.

"It's not really that important. It can wait for a little while longer." He looked a bit disappointed, but then smiled at me reassuringly.

Damn, the guilt is really getting to me now. He's so sweet and all, but I'm still a fucking dumb, stupid, confused, asshole-bitch.

If I had the choice, I'd remove my hormones and only put them back when I'm sure I want a relationship with someone spesific.

But I do have someone specific. I have three specific someones.

DAMN IT! It doesn't get any easier.

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After we got to school, I quickly grabbed my things and started to say my good byes.

"Hey, want me to walk you home?" Sugawara offered, seeing as how the rest has already started going home.

"Yeah sure! I'd appreciate it." I smiled at Sugawara, and almost forgot about this 'important' thing mom wanted to talk about with me.

Sugawara and I started walking in the direction of my house. We talked a lot and that started to relax me a bit. I found out that he actually lives just around the corner of the stree my house is in.

It's funny how we've never walked into each other.

After we laughed at a meme I told him about, I started thinking about the call earlier and I got nervous again. He almost instantly picked up on it and pat my head.

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