Beyond The Glasses | KTH

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Y/N POV - One Week Later

I woke up because of the sound of my best friend, my alarm clock. God, I can never get used to the sound of that think to be completely honest... It's like a child screaming in my ear whilst all I want to do is sleep.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked around my room, Monday it is. I sat up and grabbed my phone, checking my morning messages. Even though it has become somewhat of a daily ritual over the past few years, I can't help but feel burdened by it every time I read the messages.

I was always excited to text my friends and spend time with them, but lately that excitement has completely vanished to be honest. Well, they are still my friends of course, but noticing their behaviour and how they treat others, something I used to be blind for, is starting to become more obvious every single day.

How they talk to people, how they treat others, look down upon them as if they are so much better. What have they really done to prove themselves to be better than others? Look pretty and date guys? If that is the formula to popularity and feeling superior to others I'm not sure I want to be a part of it anymore.

I sighed as I unlocked my phone and scrolled through my messages. The girls of course texted me, Jimin weirdly enough too, this guy must be a stalker I'm sure of it now. Jin texted me too, I felt butterflies within my stomach.

Our date was so much fun last week, we have been texting non stop ever since. It's like a dream come true, he even asked me out on a second date. Although I wasn't completely sure about him last week, he redeemed himself and has stolen my heart all over again.

But even that can't bring my mood up to a good one this morning, I didn't receive a text from Taehyung, in fact, he didn't text me at all since out last time hanging out. He has been absent at school, making me wonder if he fell ill, but he never responded to my concerned messages.

I've been confused about my feelings for Taehyung, even tough Jin was my absolute goal and dream, there is no true excitement when it comes to our conversations. Taehyung on the other hand is someone I can share all of my feelings with, someone who I feels truly cares about I feel.

The thing is, I swoon over Jin and find him very attractive and kind, but with Taehyung I feel like I have an actual connection. But him not texting me made things more complicated and I'm doubting every decision right now.

I sighed and got up from my bed to take a shower, perhaps the warm water will wash away these thoughts troubling my mind.

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I walked to school and decided to wait at the spot Taehyung and I would usually meet at, hoping he would maybe be there. I was looking at the time and saw I was quite early, Taehyung usually is the one who is early, maybe he is just late today?

As time passed I got fed up with waiting, I could have taken the bloody car if he would have just texted me he wasn't going to show up today, although, this was the 5th time I stood here waiting for him this week.

I stomped off to school and thought about Taehyung's behaviour, is there something I did wrong to make him act this way? I started to rethink everything I've said to him that day, I honestly didn't know what it could be.

As I was thinking I bumped into a body, making me scoff. Which idiot wouldn't look where he is going? As I wanted to scold the person in question I realised it was in fact Jimin. I swear to God, he must for SURE be stalking me now.