Beyond The Glasses | KTH

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Y/N POV

I felt sick, disgusted and hurt. How could Taehyung do this to me? The one person I actually trusted and thought was different. I didn't even hear all the laughs and mocking words around me, I was caught up with my own thoughts.

The sad thing about all of this is that it's simply not the truth... I went through something traumatic last night, something I will most likely carry with me for the rest of my life and yet everyone is making fun of me?

Taehyung used to be kind, caring and compassionate, the one thing he never did was mingle himself in this fight for status and popularity, but it seems like he isn't the same person anymore, not the Taehyung I used to know.

He didn't even know what went down, all he did was make me feel like shit and snog girls, drinking and laughing, the only person who could actually clarify all of this is Jin, but he seems to rather enjoy all of the negative attention I'm getting.

I felt a tear rolling down my cheek, starting to wonder if this was still karma doing it's duty, if I really deserved all of this... And to be completely honest, I don't think so. I haven't exactly been a good person, but I don't think anyone would ever deserve all of this.

I felt someone put an arm around my shoulder, stroking my arm to calm me down. I looked up and saw Jungkook trying to comfort me and Jimin standing next to him with a concerned look on his face.

Normally, I would want to just cry in Jungkook's arms and hear Jimin's reassuring words but at this moment, I mainly wanted to be alone. I didn't want to listen to any of this anymore, to any of the disgusting comments and laughs, I was done.

"I-I'm sorry" I said and walked off.

I walked through the hall, trying to ignore all the nasty remarks that were made and minding my own business, trying to reach the school yard. I needed air, I needed to just gather my thoughts and be alone for a bit, but most importantly, I wanted to just cry my eyes out without everyone seeing.

I arrived at the garden and quickly closed the doors, blocking the sound of laughter and sat down on a bench. I looked at the grass, letting the tears roll down my cheeks. I was feeling lost, and quite alone to be honest.

Jimin and Jungkook were there for me this morning, but there was only one person in whose arms I wanted to be, Taehyung. Yes, I know, but I'm still weak for him. After realising how I felt about him last night, I regretted everything I've ever done.

Maybe I made him feel like he wasn't enough? Even if I did, it was never my intention to make him feel this way, to make him change himself. I missed him, the real Taehyung, but for him to do this to me just hurt my heart and soul.

"It's your own fault darling" someone said as I heard the voice coming from behind me.

I turned around and saw Yoongi standing there, with Taehyung?? He looked just like he did during the party yesterday, ripped jeans and a sweater with sneakers. He looked at me and we locked eyes, but soon a smirk formed on his face.

"You brought it all on yourself by saying those hurtful things about your friendship with Taehyung, which was clearly non existent in the first place" Yoongi said.

Tears still rolled down my eyes, I didn't understand what he was talking about, but I really didn't have the energy to get into an argument with Yoongi. He did make me confused tho, what hurtful things?