Beyond The Glasses | KTH

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Taehyung POV

'I think we shouldn't be friends anymore' those words keep twirling through my head. The words I feared the most, the words I never wanted to hear, the words that broke my heart.

'We keep hurting each other Taehyung, I want you to be happy but you clearly aren't around me...' she said that day before closing the door in my face.

I should have said I loved her, that she does make me happy, but my actions made her insecure about herself and I will never forgive myself for that. I can't blame her for the decision she made, how could I? I was ready to do the same thing a couple of weeks ago.

That's right, it has been 3 weeks since that day, and I was still heartbroken. I didn't really know what to do with myself afterwards. I feared seeing her at school, but she never showed up. She has been staying home for weeks now.

Jungkook told me she is trying to get through what happened to her and doesn't want to be confronted with the people that hurt her. She has apparently been speaking with her mom about the recent events and she is doing better.

Even though she is, I can't help but feel like I am the reason she isn't attending school and missing classes. Jungkook assured me it's mostly Jin, but I know deep down I might have actually hurt her the most.

I know Jin is the actual villain here, he used her and took advantage of her, assaulted her. He should have to pay for what he has done to her, but so should I. I may not have hurt her physically, but I did emotionally, I am the one that broke her.

I was laying on my bed, completely numb and emotionless. I lost the only real friend I ever had, because I couldn't trust her. I've never felt more alone, even though I talk to people, I was less lonely when I was still Taehyung the nerd.

"TAEHYUNG!! SOMEONE IS AT THE DOOR" my mom screamed, making me widen my eyes.

I was so lost in my thoughts that I shot up from my bed when I heard her scream. Maybe it's Y/N?? Maybe she changed her mind!! I got off my bed and ran downstairs, to be faced with my irritated mother.

She pointed at the door and turned away from me, heading towards the kitchen. She is still cold to me, but at this moment I didn't care, Y/N could be standing in front of the door right now so no time for silly thoughts.

I stopped for a moment, looking at myself in the mirror. I quickly fixed my hair and tried to wipe the tear stains from my cheeks. When I was somewhat pleased with my appearance I took a deep breath and opened the door, immediately becoming disappointed.

"Jesus, how long can one person take to open a door? You look like shit by the way" Jungkook said with a frown on his face.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, annoyed with his presence already causing him to hold his hands up high.

"Checking up on you, I spoke to Y/N yesterday so I wanted to see how you're doing" he said and walked in without my consent.

Is this guy for real? I didn't even let him in, ugh. I just sighed and went after him, closing the door behind me. He looked at me as I pointed at the stairs, indicating we should probably talk upstairs.

He nodded as we quickly walked up the stairs, going to my room. When we entered, Jungkook stood still to observe his surroundings. I saw a smile appear on his face as he was slowly wandering around my room.