Harry Styles x Reader One-Shots

What I Wish Just One Person Would Say To Me

Pairing: Harry Styles x Reader

Word Count: 1.6k

Summary: You're always going to support Harry's dream, no matter how much it can hurt you at times.

Warning(s): It's sad overall, so beware of that

A/N: hello again loves!!! requested: hey, can you please write something with harry styles based on the song "what i wish just one person would say to me" by LANY? Okay tbh I don't really know how I feel about this :(( but I'm gonna post it anyway and I hope that someone enjoys this!!!

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You and Harry have been dating since before everything in his life flipped upside down. Since the ripe old age of fifteen, you've been able to call him yours. Alongside his mother, you encouraged him to take the chance with the X Factor. You distinctly remember telling him that the worst they could do is say no, and regardless of the outcome, you'd be there to support him with any and everything that he wanted to do.

Turns out that going on that show was the best thing for him. The band was formed and he turned into an international pop star overnight. At first, you had been worried about what would happen with the two of you. You couldn't see where you fit into the equation of his new life. You knew just how many people had begun to want him, and you constantly found yourself wondering when the breakup call was going to come. You hated thinking things like that, but with him constantly climbing up in the world, there seemed like less and less of a chance of the two of you staying together.

Harry had other plans for the two of you, however. He shut down those thoughts the moment that he found out about them. He assured you that there was no one else for him, that there was nobody he would rather have. He promised you that no matter where he was in the world, he was yours and you were his. And although it probably shouldn't have, his words easily brought you peace.

Now, ten years later, you're not sure what life would be like if you weren't directly connected to Harry Styles. Life has been a rollercoaster, with plenty of ups and downs, but there's nothing about it that you would change. Regardless of how many bad days there were, you get to come home and spend your time with the man that you're head over heels in love with, so really, there's nothing that can bring you down.

Harry's kept your head up for years, even when things felt like they were too much to handle. When there were articles about you that weren't very flattering, when the hate messages started, when he went on tour and you felt like you were alone in the world, he still managed to find a way to make you feel better. He was the rock that kept you grounded in this hectic lifestyle.

Even though your life can be an absolute mess at times, there's no one else you'd rather spend it with. There's no one else that you'd want to navigate this crazy world with.

There's just something about Harry that makes you feel complete and secure. There had always felt like there was something missing in your life, but the moment Harry waltzed in and stole your heart, everything felt complete.

There's nothing more in this world that you could ask for. All you want to do is spend the rest of your life with him. Not a day goes by that you don't yearn for the ability to just be around him every day.

In the life that you live, however, that's not realistic. Being around Harry every single day isn't something that's achievable. You may be the love of his life, but music and touring? That's a major part of his life as well.

Sometimes it's hard, not being able to have a "normal relationship" but after you think about it, you'd never want what people think of as a normal relationship over the one that you already have.

You're well aware of the fact that Harry can't just stay with you all the time. He needs more than that to truly be happy, and you're okay with that. It's hard sometimes. It hurts more often than not to be away from him for so long, but you've become so used to it that you don't even question it anymore.

You've always known that Harry needed more than the small town that you grew up in to be happy. He's always been too big for that place, and you simply can't try to hinder the opportunities that life throws at him.

No matter how much pain that him being away for months at a time causes you, there's no way that you could just give up on him. You're here for everything, for better or for worse, so you're not just going to up and leave because things are a little hard on your end.

You went through this for five continuous years while he was in One Direction, so there's no doubt in your mind that there's a way for you to get through it for a few months to a year. It's not like he completely drops off the face of the earth when he's gone. The two of you still talk on the phone and text each other. There's never been a day go by where you didn't hear at least something from him.

The both of you try your best to be as close to each other as possible, regardless of the fact that he's normally in another country while on tour.

As you're sitting on the bed next to Harry, he's packing for his next tour. This time, though, he seems to be more worried about the months to come than you are.

"Look, love, anytime you need anything, I'm just a call away, okay?" He turns to look at you and the desperation written on his face makes you want to curl up in him and never have him leave.

"Harry, I've told you for the last time, I'll be fine." He sighs, shaking his head.

"I know, I just feel bad for leaving you again." A soft smile graces your face at his words.

"I'll be perfectly okay, baby. I'll be right here watching you take on the world." He moves closer to you and wraps his arms around you.

"I know you'll be okay, but I also know how much you hate being alone for months at a time."

"Hey, listen to me, okay? It's the same as any other time you've been on tour. I'll hold down the fort at home while you go out and live your dream."

"I don't want you to have to stay here all alone though, dove. Doesn't seem fair." You begin running your hands through his messy ringlets.

"What about it isn't fair? I have a job here to do, just like you have a job to do. Yours just requires you traveling around the world."

"Just seems wrong to leave you here."

You sigh. "Listen, you have to go on tour, there's nothing that can change that. I'm fine staying here as long as I know that you're coming home at some point, okay? I'm happy that you get to do this."

He pulls back from you for a moment, planting a light peck on your cheek before burying his face back into your neck.

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It's been three months since Harry left for tour, and as much as you truly are happy for him, you were having a progressively harder time with being completely content with the entire situation. The longer that he's gone, the more you seem to lose your way without him with you every day. This happens every time that he goes on tour, regardless of how long that he's gone. For the first few months, everything's jumbled up and it's hard for you to completely adapt to him being gone.

He's only been gone for a fraction of the time that he has to be, but you can't help but feel like it's been years. Every time that he's home for an extended period of time and then leaves again, it hits you hard just how much that you love him. He's everything that you've ever wanted and everything that you'll ever need. Being without him feels like torture, and you silently wish to yourself every day that he could have a career doing what he loves, but without having to leave so often.

As soon as the thought comes into your mind, though, you quickly rid it from your thoughts. He's living his dream and you can't be anything but happy for him.

Shaking those thoughts from your mind doesn't stop others from taking root in your brain, though. The most adamant one being that you wish he'd just run back home to hold you and comfort you, even if it was only for the night.

As much as you wish for it, though, you know that he can't just do that. So instead of holding him as you fall asleep every night, you fall asleep holding his pillow as he talks you to sleep over the phone.

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Thank you for reading loves!!!!