JENASSIA'S POV
Time: 6:15amMy thoughts were running wild as I looked up at my ceiling debating on different ways to tell Michael that I'm gonna be away.
I mean it shouldn't be that hard but for me but it is. Everything is just on bad timing.
It would be hella rude if I just left without telling Michael or anybody so, I'm not gonna avoid telling him. I just can't wrap my finger on how to do it.
I ain't a pussy bitch but Michael...he just makes me nervous.
I couldn't even focus on closing my eyes to sleep. Every time I do I just remind myself about how bad this could go.
I know we're not official....to be honest, I don't know what we are. But I don't wanna lose him.
I would be destroyed, I would be heartbroken, I would be damaged. I mean I lost my damn virginity to him, my damn best friend. And on top of that, I'm in fucking love with him.
It's obvious to see I mean like how beautifully, strong-jawed this man is or how handsome, and sexy he is.
I- that's kind of detailed.
But the way his legs just walk up and down steps-NO MORE DETAILS.
Anyways back to how I'm gonna tell him.
Maybe I could say 'hey Michael I'm going to be away for a while'-no that's not right.
I turned to my side and checked my phone, I had 2 notifications from an unknown number. Clicking on the notification, I automatically knew who it was.
Today 6:18 am
Unknown: Hey love, did you miss me?
Unknown: Cmon Nasia you know there is still love between us😫"Ugh, it's Devon"I shook my head and blocked the number.
I then stretched and slowly got out of bed. I walked to my bathroom and washed my hands and started my morning routine.
After I finished my shower, I looked through my closet and picked out some casual clothing. I styled my hair in my natural curls, and put some Vaseline on my lips. I'm not wasting my lipgloss when I'm gonna be eating.
I took my phone off the charger as well as my AirPods and headed downstairs. I went to get a pop tart but to my surprise, someone left an empty box of pop tarts in the cabinet.
"Ugh really"I groaned. I then looked in the cabinet for more pop tarts but there was no more. Great, now we need more pop tarts. I just got bread and made some toast instead.
Getting my stuff together I walked out of the house by myself.
Once again.
I was on my way walking to school sending my Morning texts.
Today 6:20 am
Me: Morninggggg
This Nigga💕: Morning Shawty
Me: Wyd👀
This Nigga💕: On my way out da door actually
Me: Wanna walk to school together 👀
This Nigga💕: Bet I'm down wit it
Me: Aiii
Me: I'll pull up to yo house
This Nigga💕: Say less
Me: Bet see you in a few😌I began running, if I was gonna get to his house I gotta run. This nigga lives pretty far but not that far...
If that makes sense-I ran until I was about a block away, and that's when I saw his fine ass sitting out on the steps, scrolling through his phone.
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