𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 ─ nct dream

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❛❛ 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞
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𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐨𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 ❜❜

jeno lived across our house since we moved here. a year later jaemin moved too, but in a house a little up this street, maybe five minutes away. we went to middle school together, and ever since jeno and jaemin were the bestest of friends.

i got somehow jealous when jeno started hanging out more with him, when jaemin joined our group projects and every fucking break. i couldn't stand him. it felt like he was stealing my best friend back then, even the only i had. but that's another story i might tell you some other day.

then we had to go to high school, and soon haechan and jisung found their way to our group of three. at this time i was kinda getting used to jaemin and even befriended with him. i accepted him, but now, as two others joined us, i was getting more and more pissed.

i did not say i didn't like them, i was just pissed that i couldn't have some quality time with my best friend okay? maybe i liked jeno a little more but it's all past now.

haechan and jisung were quite okay i guess. haechan was still more annoying then everybody else, but i liked him. and jisung sat next to me in every class i had, so i was never alone.

sadly jeno and jaemin were in the class one floor away, but we met during the breaks and lunch.

on our way back home, which took us around 30 minutes because we didn't want to take the bus, it was always jeno, jaemin and me. later we found out, haechan had to take the same way, but would turn left on a crossing where we three had to turn right. therefore he left us after about fifteen minutes, and ten minutes later we stood infront of jaemin's house, leaving me and jeno EXACTLY FIVE MINUTES to have some quality time.

jisung lives in a whole other city, that's why his parents would drive him to school every fucking morning.

even though jeno lives infront of our house, we barely hangout together, since jaemin ALWAYS went to jeno after he finished his homework. so no best friend time :( and so my crush didn't last long.

at the mid terms of last school year renjun and chenle transferred to our school and into mine, haechan's and jisung's class. soon, renjun was gaining popularity, and was voted for the class president this year. chenle immediately befriended with jisung, leaving me with renjun and haechan.

but oh boy, haechan found a canadian boy a year older than us. his name is mark, and he's weird but very popular too. he looks good, i have to admit that, and even though his try to flirt with me was a bit weird (yOu cAn mArK mE iN yOuR hEaRt) i have to say he's really nice and genuine.

pfft that took a long time to explain our relationships, but we alle love and care for each other. also, i am nomin shipper number one, but i would out myself if i really say that.

i spent a lot of time with renjun this year, even though he was sometimes a bit busy with his work as class president, but i would help him a lot.

after jeno told me what he saw when i looked into renjuns eyes, i finally accepted my feelings for him. i was in love with renjun, but jeno promised me to keep it as a secret. i nEVER crushed THAT HARD on someone okay ?? not even jeno oop-

i was ALWAYS embarrassing myself infront of him, like tripping and spilling my drink all over my school uniform. i am a mess.

hAch. i let out a sigh. i couldn't sleep anymore. i got up and started walking around in my room. suddenly my phone rang again. i mentally rolled my eyes.

i picked up without looking at the number, and mumbled an "eh??" into the microphone.

"nut head open your window" jeno told me.

that tall ass really had the nuts to call me at what, 4am ??

i looked over to the clock on my nightstand. 3:57am. bitch this better be important.

"what??" i whisper shouted, not wanting my family to wake up.

"open it !!" he bossed with a tone that did not allow any buts.

i hung up and walk towards my window. jeno has opened his too, leaning out of it. dEmn he is attractive don't hate me. he smiled his gummy dimple smile, this smile, that made me fall for him back then. i still do love him, but on another way if you lnow what i mean. his smile still brings me happiness, and the other five's smiles too. they were my happiness, ewh that sounds cringy.

after a sigh i opened the window, waiting for what jeno has to tell me.

"good morning!" he said. gOsh why does he have to have this good mood already.

"mhm" i said, still waiting for him.

"i've seen you walking around again which made me worried, you sure you okay?" he showed his puppy eyes, hoping i would spill the tea soon.

mentally i rolled my eyes again. he was U N B E L I E V A B L E.

"yea i'm fine, just had a small nightmare but it's okay." if someone would know everything about me, it would be jeno. he knows my actions, my thoughts and behavior this good better than i do.

"wanna talk about it?" jeno asked softly. "nahh i'm good" i told him.
"why where you stalking me??"

"i told ya i wasn't stalking. do you know what special night it is?" he showed his smile again.

i had a short thought before i shook my head.

"wow nut head, i thought you would remember that. it's the night in which you can see the most shooting stars."

it hit me like a ball in my face. it's our anniversary, too. our, ... uh ... let me count...ninth one.

"they've been watching us, you know?"

"the stars you mean?"

jeno nodded. "yea."

"i still love the stars. didn't we go stargazing last year?"

he chuckled. "yes we did. and that's exactly how we met nine years ago. you were on the streets, waiting for the first shooting star you would ever see. and then i found you."

"yeah that's true, i remember that" i smiled. "happy nine years, jeno."

"happy nine years, moon suji."