❛❛ 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐢'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨 ❜❜
what kind of drama is this?? now i let you guess how i felt.
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I WAS EMBARRASSED AS HECK WHAT THE HELL !!
do you ever just, i don't know, want to disappear from this world? like puff and you're gone??
i had pretty much mixed feelings. on the other side, the butterflies in my stomach suddenly turned into a whole zoo, and second, i just wanted die out of embarrassment.
renjun bend down to pick up the book i dropped. "there you go" he smiled and passed it to me. "did you look for that book?" he reached out and chose a book from a little higher. he smiled as i nodded. "thank you!"
"no problem, but be careful next time." renjun took my hand and gently dragged me with him, still holding his phone in the other hand.
"renjun~" i whined as he was walking too fast. "don't walk so fast please." "oh sure" he smiled and continued to walk a little slower.
we heard them panicking from a far. "omg where did they go??" jisung whisper shouted. chenle replied "i have no idea. they did not leave the library did they?"
"guys!" i let go of renjun's hand and tried running towards them. it wasn't hard, but the missing light hindered me from doing so. "where are you?" i turned left and right, and then i spotted haechan. "guys!! i've found you! renjun, over here!"
renjun made his way to us. the lights went back on, and it looked like nothing happened at all. i placed the book infront of me and let out a sigh. "what is it, suji?" jisung asked, seeming a little worried.
"ahh, it's nothing, i just somehow lost the motivation to study now."
"same here" renjun said and placed a hand on my shoulder.
"yAY LET'S GO OUT OF THIS SHI-"
"SHHHH" i shushed haechan silent.we spent the last hour of our period with just talking about our lives. we sat down on the benches on a quieter place on our school yard.
apparently, chenle's parents are out on a trip, and he wanted to spend some quality time with us.
"what should we do?~" chenle asked, and the school bell rang on timing. jeno and jaemin were already running towards us on the benches.
"hey guys!!" jaemin shouted as he reached us. "we bought strawberry milk!!"
oKay i'm a sucker for strawberry milk 😼
i was about to reach out for mine as jaemin suddenly pulled away.
"wha-"
"nuh-uh, not for you, you need to explain me something." jaemin smiled sheepishly. oh this boy was planning on something, i swear. "alright. but give me my milk first."
"fIne, but have a walk with me." i glanced at jeno. his eyes definitely told me he planned this together with jaemin. i shot him a glance, hoping he would regret planning what ever they had.
"okay let's go." i stood up and patted my skirt back into place. it got a bit dirty, but it was alright.
we were only a few meters away from them, jaemin already started his questioning examination.
"what's with the make up?"
"oh about that... i was early today and had some time left i guess." i shrugged my shoulders. "nothing big."
"you sure? and you didn't... want to impress someone?"
oh shit there he goes.
i was struggling trying to open my strawberry milk, when jaemin stepped in my way stopping me from going. he sighed and reached out his hand. with a pout i gave him my strawberry milky and let him open this. he ruffled my hair and chuckled while handing me my milky back.
"u-uh about earlier-" he started, unsure how to go on. "l-let's not talk about it o-okay." i couldn't hide the blush on my cheeks. my face kinda grew red. but at least he got some confidence now.
"you're cute when you blush."
run.
okay no i'm tired i'm not gonna run anymore. i just smacked his head and we started walking again.
"soo, you like renjun huh??"
"somehow, yes. but don't tell him, okay?" i showed him my puppy eyes, trying to distract him a little.
jaemin chuckled and looked away. "stop that."
"what ??"
"nevermind, what made you fall in love with him?" i stopped by the sudden question. i somehow thought he'd be teasing the shit out of me but he didn't. i set on to answer him.
"renjun is a very caring boy. also, he's being so nice to me. don't you see the SPARKLES in his eyes?? and he's so demn attractive. he's so talented, and whenever i'm worried and go up to him he would sing for me. i wish i could reach his standards, but i'm sure he likes some other girl..."
"what?? suji ???"
i didn't have to turn my head to see who it was. i would recognize his voice under a millions, it was his voice, with a tone in his voice i couldn't identify yet.
"how long have you been there?" i asked, my cheeks turning into a tomato.
"not long, i just wanted to go to the toilet i- what?" renjun said in confusion.
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𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐒 ─ nct dream
Fanfictionin which a girl needs to find her happiness again. started ;; 16 nov 2020 ended ;; huh