"Simon said what? Oh Harry trust me. Your life is everything but unimportant. I could tell you a million reasons why your life is wonderful and so important to me. I love you and what Simon says is absolutely bullshit"
Harry doesn't want Louis to cry but there's a tear streams down his face, again.
"No shhht. Loubear, don't cry. I don't give much about what Simon said. I promise. Thank you for visiting me, luv. But I guess it would be the best if you leave now. I don't want Simon to see you here. This would make the whole situation even worse"
Louis looks at Harry and nods. Harry can see the pain in his eyes and he wishes this whole situation would be easier. He wishes they could be normal people, living their life without anyone caring. He wishes he and Louis could be a couple without those terms and conditions. He just wants to be free.
Freedom... Actually Harry doesn't know how it feels, to be free. He's under Simons control and he can't live without anyone else giving him obligations.
"Did you hear what I said? Harry?" Louis had say something but Harry didn't listened. He was just preoccupied with his thoughts.
"Hmm? Sorry, I didn't listend. What did you say?"
Louis smiles. Harry's cute when he's embarrassed or feels sorry.
"I told you that we will find a way to get through this. Uhm... I know you maybe won't hear what I'm going to say now but it's our only way out of this whole thing. Do you remember Eleanor, the girl we met last year at the coffee shop? She had two dogs with her and one of the dogs ate your last cookie"
Harry laughs. He totally remembers her. He and Louis were at a coffee with the lads and Harry wanted to eat his last cookie. And suddenly a dog jumped over and grabbed the cookie.
The dog's owner was a young, friendly women called Eleanor. She ce over and said Sorry a thousand times and then insisted to buy Harry some new cookies.
"Anyways, I called her. And she will come over on Wednesday to have a convo with us. I thought she maybe could hang out with me sometimes. Let's not call it a fake girlfriend, rather some alibi"
Louis is scared that Harry's going to get mad again.
But surprisingly, Harry nods. Although it's a small, hesitantly nod, he kinda agrees.
"Okay. It's okay, I guess. You know, I'm not thrilled about this idea but I'll give it a try. Eleanor looks like a friendly person. I will meet her and then we can talk again, okay?"
Harry really wants to give it a try even if he absolutely hates this idea. He's still scared about Louis falling for someone else but if it will occur than it's because Louis is happier with somebody else. And thats what counts, Louis to be happy.
Harry finally accepts, that there's no way around. He's scared about loosing Louis but he has to attempt it.
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These high walls || L.S.
Fanfiction!TW! Harry thought it would be easy. He thought love is unconditionally. At this point Harry was wrong. He had to bear the risk for the love of his life. But sometimes, trying to protect is not enough.
