After getting some food, Harry takes his phone to call Liam.
Harry is sure that Liam will know what to do because right now, Harry doesn't.
"Li? Could you- could you please just come over? Please. I need somebody to talk to right now. I don't know what to do anymore. It feels like I'm loosing him"
By saying those words, Harry can't hold back the tears anymore.
Shit. He really does love Louis, there's no way around. And the feeling of loosing him, the love of his life just kills him. He won't admit to loose him. Not now nor ever.
"Damn Harry what happened? And who were you talking about? Okay, wait. I'll be at yours in five minutes. I'm on my way"
Liam hangs up to come over. To be honest, Harry just needs Liam to talk to. Liam always has some good words to say and he understands Harry blindly.
Harry tries to stop the tears and wipe them away. There's not a reason to cry. Liam will help Harry and everything is going to be fine.
About two minutes, Harry can hear Liam knocking at the door.
Harry wipes away the last few tears and opens the door.
Without thinking about what he's doing, he hugs him. Harry burrows his face into Liams neck, tears running down his face, again.
They stand there, hugging each other for a whole minute. Harry is still shaking but he now feels better. It takes Harry another few seconds to invite Liam in but he already made him feel better and he's so thankful for that.
"Liam, thank you for coming. I guess I just needed someone around. Thank you so much for coming"
"Sure, I'll always come over and be there for you. But please, tell me what happened and who you are talking about. Is it about Louis?"
Harry nods, yes, it's all about Louis.
"I- I just don't know how to act anymore Li. He's slipping away and I can't hold him anymore. I don't know what to do"
Liam looks kinda confused. He doesn't really know what Harry is talking about.
"I don't understand, Harry. Why is he, like, slipping away? Does he catches feelings for someone else?"
Harry sobs. He will have to tell this whole story again, Liam didn't know about this whole thing until now.
"Look, as you know Simon is disgusting and never liked seeing me and Lou as a pair"
Yes, Liam absolutely knows about that. Anybody knows and everybody hates Simon for being so homophobic.
"Anyways, he forced me to break up with Louis and not telling him the reason why I did. But I- I just didn't wanted. Liam I just disagreed because of louis, you know that don't you? I always wanted to to this for Louis but it's not enough. I told louis about the whole thing and we figured out some plan to make Simon think we two broke up. And then..."
Harry looks down at the floor. And then Eleanor came into this thing and disturbed anything.
"Oh god, Harry I'm so sorry. I didn't know Simon would do something that bad. He's just disgusting. He can't treat you and Louis like shit, he's obnoxious. You and Louis are supposed to be together, to be happy. Do you wanna tell me what happened then?"
Again Harry nods and continues.
"So as I said we had this plan. And out of nowhere Louis has the idea about engaging some girl to make her act like she's dating with Louis. I never was determined about it but I kinda agreed to make Louis happy. He then called this one girl, Eleanor, and she came over to talk to us and figure out some things. Liam trust me, it was like she wanted to steal Louis and take his heart away. And- uhm, it feels like it worked. I am so scared, Li"
Another few tears run down Harry's face and he's shaking.
"I always act like I agree with Louis to make him feel better but what if he and Eleanor will fall in love? Than I wouldn't wanna live anymore, I mean it. I can't live without him by my side"
Liam just sits there, listening to what Harry's saying.
"You really do love him right? And so does he. Trust me Harry, even though it might not look like it, Louis loves you. And there's no way he would ever replace you. You both need each other. I think you two should just talk about the whole situation. Give him a chance to explain it and he will. Promise"
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These high walls || L.S.
Fanfiction!TW! Harry thought it would be easy. He thought love is unconditionally. At this point Harry was wrong. He had to bear the risk for the love of his life. But sometimes, trying to protect is not enough.
