When Harry awakes, the sun is already shining outside.
Harry takes his phone to look what time it is.
It's already 10am. Shit. Harry wanted to be at the breakfast room at 8.30am.
Luckily he doesn't have any meetings today. Anyways he has to get up, the breakfast is going to close in an hour.
Harry hurry's up to get dressed and walks down to the restaurant.
When he walks in, Harry can see Louis sitting at a table close to the entry.
As soon as Louis sees Harry, he stands up and walks over to him.
"Harry! Are you okay? You are pretty late, normally you are up way earlier. I waited for you since 8am. To be honest, I was worried about you"
Louis did wait for Harry? Something must have happened what he didn't want to tell Harry on the phone.
"Louis, what's wrong? Why did you wait for me for about two hours? Did something happened?"
"Oh no, nothing happened. It's just, uhm, I wanted to talk to you and yesterday you didn't open the door so I thought I must have wait for you right here. Harry, please. You know that I'm sorry and as I said before, El and me are just friends, not more. And we will never be more than this. It wasn't okay to not come with you yesterday. Will you forgive me?"
Harry can see that Louis means it. But he also knows that he won't stop acting like Eleanor is his girlfriend.
And probably that's not bad, it'll probably help them, but Harry will never agree. He will sit there, nodding and acting like he does, but he actually never will.
"Okay luv. I forgive you. I'm sorry too for acting mean. What did you and Eleanor more talked about after I left?"
"Thank you Harry, thanks. I love you. And uhm actually we did. If it's okay for you, we already talked about our first 'date', like when and where it will take part"
Oh wow, they already handled it out. To be honest, it hurts Harry to know how easygoing Louis fixed this.
"Oh no, Harry. As I said I'm going to tell Eleanor that you don't want this whole thing. It's alright. I just want you to be happy"
Louis smiles at Harry but Harry notices, that he hopes that Harry will agree.
"No, it's okay. When will you have this date?"
Harry acts like he agrees, as always. He won't be the one that rejects the whole thing.
"Hazza, you are the best! Thank you. Uhm we said that we will have the first meet at this pizzeria down the street on Saturday evening. Is this okay?"
Saturday. That's in two days. Harry doesn't think it's okay. He wants to shout that he won't agree. That he won't share his boyfriend and that Simon can't stop him from unconditionally loving Louis.
But Harry keeps quiet. He looks at Louis, smiles and nods.
"Yeah sure. This is going to be successful. But now I'll go and eat something. See you later"
Harry walks away, not waiting for a response. He doesn't want Louis to see the tears coming up his eyes. Louis shouldn't see that Harry is absolutely dissatisfied and unhappy.
Louis needs to be happy and not worry about others, especially not Harry.
At this moment, Harry notices how unimportant he is and that he always makes trouble.
This needs to stop. Hardy needs to stop sharing his problems.
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These high walls || L.S.
Fanfiction!TW! Harry thought it would be easy. He thought love is unconditionally. At this point Harry was wrong. He had to bear the risk for the love of his life. But sometimes, trying to protect is not enough.
