Katrina

chapter 16

Inspirational songs for this chapter :)

When you look me in the eyes - Jonas Brothers

Katrina's pov

I woke up in a daze, i placed justin's shirt above my head and let it loosely around my naked body, my inner thighs hurt like hell when I tried to get out of the king sized bed

Justin wasn't in the room when the sun shined through the window, but when I felt a tear was about to slip out of my eye, the bathroom door opened revealing a shirtless justin

I stood up but I couldn't walk properly for about two minutes

"Hey, are you alright? " Justin asked concerned

"Um, yeah I am , it's just last night was my first time having sex with someone, it just hurts a little but I will be fine" I told him looking at him and at the floor until he grabbed my chin with his hand to make me look at his brown orbs

"Don't be embarrassed,  you were amazing and wild last night and I loved it " as he smiled a toothful smiled as I returned the smile back

"Did you have a shower?"

He nodded his head

"Well im going to go have a shower " I told him and he directed me to the open door at the end of the room

I walked to the bathroom door and as I was about to walk in and close it he told me

"You look sexy in my shirt" and quickly I went in and locked the door behind me and I heard him laugh making me chuckle a little at his adorable laugh that made my stomach flutter

After I finished with my shower, justin wasn't in the room so I decided to go and check up on how julian was doing

"Hey sofiah, how is julian doing today?"

"He is doing much better than last night but he has to rest, I will keep an eye in him fir the rest of the day, and by the way you look right now, you need some sleep" she told me and I looked down to the floor as my cheeks heated up

"Katrina, im happy for you and justin,  but I don't want you to get hurt, justin has alot of troubles from the past that he can't control so just be careful"

"Okay, thank you"

She stayed silent as she watched julian stir in his sleep

"You know alot about justin" I asked

" I've been working with justin since he brought his ex-wife christina into this house and proclaimed her to his parents as his girlfriend, so i have been here since his parents were in this town" she told me

I nodded my head in understanding

I excused my self from the room and as was walking down to the living room, lucy came up to me and told me that Mr Bieber would like for me to join him over some pancakes and eggs/bacon

"You asked for my request"

"Please sit down"

I sat down hestiantly and waited for him to talk but he just kept eating his food

"Aren't you going to put a plate for yourself"

I looked at him and then I directed my gaze over the various foods that was laying on the table

We finished eating and then I followed him to his office and he closed the door and I heard a click and I knew he locked it as his slow footsteps made their way towards me as I didn't have the courage to turn around because I knew I would get lost in his eyes

"You haven't spoken a word since this morning"

"There is nothing to discuss about justin"

He placed his hands around my slim waist and turned me around, I felt the world stopped as we looked at each other with silence surronding us

"This is wrong" I told him

"What is wrong, katrina"

"What we are doing together, like kissing, touching, sex, it's all wrong"

He ran his hands through his golden locks that I love to run my hands through but I stayed put in my spot as I tried to control my hotmones around my sexy and attractive boss

"Don't you like kissing me, or having me ontop of you as you scream my name, or even how I touch you, because if you don't than tell me so we could both know where we stand"

"Justin..." I said breathlesslt after I heard him say all of that

"I'm your son's babysitter, what..how could you expect me to sleep with you or even let you kiss me when julian is like what, five meters away from here"

Justin stayed silent, not uttering a single word, just looked at me with his hands in the feont of his pockets

"I don't regret whatbhad just happend between us, it's part of my job to do just that"

"I don't regret anything either" he told me as I walked towards him

"And I love how you kiss me with such passion and how you take full control of my body, to tell you the truth, im scared of.." I stopped my self

"Scared of what?" He asked with his raspy voice that makes my knees go weak

"Scared of... of falling head over heels in love with you" as a tear escaped my eye