Katrina

chapter 34

Inspirational songs for this chapter :)

Stay the night - Zedd and Hayley Williams

Katrina's pov

I woke up with slight dizziness as soon as i woke up, for a second there I didn't know where I was and panic settled at the pit of my stomach when I heard voices outside of the door

I got out of bed, my feet settled on the cold hard ground. I made my way to the door, I opened it to see Justin sitting on the couch, his head on the couch and his hand is settled between his golden locks

"What are you still doing here?" I asked him, starling him, he looked at me and stood up from his position of the couch

"Kat, I- I..."

"Get out" I pointed to the door, my jaw clenched and my blood boiled, seeing him in my living room and just picturing that brunette girl sitting on his lap back in his office, it just made me want to rip her apart for touching my man. I couldn't forgive him, my mind and heart are confused and I don't know what I want

He stood there, not moving a muscle

"Get out" I told him one final time as pattie came and pushed him out the door and turned towards me holding a cup of green tea and she handed it to me when I sat down on the couch with a sigh

"I can't see him pattie, I don't want him to fill my mind with lies and bullshit, when in reality he wants other girls, I don't want him to break my heart if we ever dated and I don't want to break his, it's for the best, if we stayed away from each other" I told her

"I understand you comoletely my dear, give your self time to register everything, and fix your emotiins but promise once you do that, you gotta talk with my boy. Because I can see his hurting, not little but alot. And I think you can see that too katrina" pattie told me honestly

"I promise" I hugged her tightly before sipping on my green tea

We put 'Pitch Perfect' on as we ate some popcorn and the pouring rain became harder so we decided to head to bed

Justin's pov

"How is she mum" I stood up as I looked at her

"She will be fine"

"Thank god, she scared me when she didn't respond when I was calling her name" I told my mum as I sat on the couch

"I know I can see it through your eyes" she told me heading for the kitchen

I sighed and placed my head on the couch, running my fingers my wet messy hair. A voice startled me from my thoughts of how im going to apologize to katrina and make her believe that I never intended to get laid with clara but I just want her an only her

"Get out" she pointed towards the door, if you look in her eyes it felt like fire was coming out them

My mind was set that I wasn't moving and I was going to make her listen

"Kat I-I" I couldn't get my words out when she interupted me

"Get out" when I wasn't moving again, my mother pushed out the door

"Go Justin, go home, leave her alone for now and I will stay here with her. Don't worry " she kissed me on my cheek and closed the door

I sighed and I was walking down the narrow road of her street but I decided against going home so I made my way back to her home and sat near the front door

I looked at the night sky, the stars were glowing, my phone started to ring, I looked at the ID and I ignored it seeing it was clara

The rain started to pour down on me, I cursed out loud for my bad luck today.

"Mum" I knocked quietly and whispered knowing that katrina had went to bed

"Mum, open up" I called out, when she didn't answered I texted her and she opened the door for me as I went inside shivering from the cold rain for this bizzare Novemeber month

"Why didn't you go home?" She asked

"I wanted to stay with katrina" I told her rubbing the back of my head

She sighed and patted my back. I gave her my jacket and made my way to katrina's room door

"Where do you think you are going mister?" My mother asked standing both her hands on her hips, her eyebrows slightly raised waiting for answer

"Going to sleep" I told her giving her that smile that I know that she won't resist

She sighed and warned me not to wake her up, because if I didn't I wouldn't hear tge end of it and it would make harder for her to forgive me

I turned the knob, and saw katrina sleeping on the bed, the light on tge nughtstand givung the room a really nice glow to it

I walked over to her bed and took of my wet clothes and jumped into bed with a leeping katrina by my side

Katrina was heavy sleeper and that would make easier for me to cuddle with her and that's what I loved

I reached my arm around her warm petite waist and drawed her closer to my cold body, she snuggled into me as she wrapped her arms around my waist, making my smile spread out even more than it already has just laying near this women made life so much better than it already was

I closed my eyes, lettting sleep take over not wanting to think that the screaming and punching will ring through my ears