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Hey Guys, I AM ALMOST DONE WRITING. Not 1 chapter. Not 2 chapters, but the WHOLE FREAKING STORY.

So basically by March, this story is done.

But that's not the point, okay I started school. It's awesome, I got shipped with 6 guys (who are just my friends). I was appointed Chairman of my class. And I wanna join student council. My teachers are creative and funny. They are also really talented. I made lots of friends. I am like kinda in the "gifted class", that's what my principal and teacher say. 😁😁😁 the stress hasn't come up YET. I have just chosen my CCA (Co-curricular activity) it's Softball (like Baseball) but the results haven't come out yet.Probably out by next week.

My timings I reach home are so weird:

Monday: school ends at 2.10pm
Tuesday: school ends at 4pm
Wednesday: school ends at 2.10pm but ALL CCAS are from 3pm-6pm.
Thursday:school ends at 4pm
Friday:school ends at 12.25pm but CCAS from 2.30pm-6pm.

So Imma be real busy the week after...

But my friend, she. She got a boyfriend, she told me today. She's 13, like me. I really don't know what to tell her. I mean, I need you guys. I need ur opinion. I wanna tell her that she's too young to get a boyfriend. TOO YOUNG. She's still freaking studying. And she needs to concentrate. I know this way of thinking may be subjective. People may think otherwise. But I really want her to do well, and not get distracted. So I need you guys to help me, private message me. Cause I have never dealt with this kind of thing. I mean Ya I get shipped. But I would NEVER think of dating. Maybe when I'm 22, then I will, after studying.please help me and my friend.

And another problem. For the past week, I have this dream.

That my dad killed my mum.

Psychology says that it may be a recurring dream, which may happen in real life. Or I'm stressed and Its just a figment of my imagination. So right now I actually need to sleep for school.

But I'm really scared.
I don't want that to ever happen.
I don't want to see that again.
Not in my dreams
Not in real life.

Never.
That's why I don't want to sleep.
I don't want that dream.

I haven't told my parents or friends about this dream. Cause it's like. Demon like.

But I tell you guys, because you guys always support me. And I need help.

Anyway thanks for listening. We may be anywhere in the world. But I really hope u can help me. First time I am scared of something like this.

Sorry if I always never update but give my problems to you guys. It's just that there's some things in life I can't tell my parents or my friends. So I tell u guys.

Because I trust you guys.
So please help.

Thanks.