Desire (boyxboy)

Chapter 11

Jacob's P.O.V.

Dustin's coming home today and before the day ends, I plan on knowing everything about him. His life story. I'm also very worried because I plan on letting him know about my life and the worst day I have ever survived. I'm afraid of what he'll think.

Sky has been a Godsend. He helped me get the guestrooms ready for Dustin and Aiden. Actually my entire home is ready for them I chuckle to myself. Sky has decided to keep Aiden for one more night. I think he's trying to give Dustin and me some alone time. I smile at that thought as I wait for Jeff to arrive with Dustin from the hospital.

As I try to steady my breath, I hear my front door open and in steps the most beautiful sight my eyes have ever beheld. I walked right up to Dustin and just held him in my arms. I felt him wrap his arms around my neck and just lay the side of his face on my chest and I could hear him sigh. We just stood there in each others arms for what felt like forever.

Eventually, Jeff clearing his throat brought us apart with a bit of embarressing blushes. "I'm going to leave this bag right here and go. We'll be back tomorrow with Aiden.", he says as he backs out of my front door with a bit of a happy and smug look on his face.

"U-umm, I-I-I w-want to t-than...", Dustin stutters out but I cut him off as I crush my lips onto his and kiss him with such an urgent need that it makes me want to cry. I feel his fingers caress the back of my neck and crawl their way into my hair. I love when he tangles his fingers into my hair. It sends electric sparks up and down my spine.

I became lost in the taste of his mouth when I suddenly hear him moan out my name then I wrapped my hands around his ass and lifted him up as he wrapped his legs around my waist. Mindlessly I walked us into my bedroom and collapsed on my back on the bed. That's when Dustin started grinding his groin into mine and he heard me gasp.

He stopped, sat up and looked at me. "Jacob, a-are y-you a virgin?" How the hell was I suppose to respond to that question. I could feel his firm ass pressing into my bulge and I could barely breath let alone talk. "Oooooo kaaaaaaay! You know what. Forget it just kiss me again!", he breaths out. So I sat up and put my face into the crook of his neck as I held onto him and just breath feeling his body shiver in what I hope was delight.

"Can we stay right here? Just like this? Please...", I begged Dustin. I felt his arms wrap around me tighter and that was all I needed.

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I woke to the pressure of a warm body against my chest. I ran my hands up and down his back and instantly my body started reacting to Dustin's movements. He groaned as he awoke and looked up at me and the smile that played across his face was perfect.

"We must have fallen asleep. What time is it?", Dustin asks me. I look over at my side table and see that it's only noon. "It's just turning twelve. Are you hungry?", I ask him and then his stomach answers for him and he blushes slightly with embaressment. I just chuckle a little as I say to him, "Come on, let's go in the kitchen and get some grub while we talk." He sighs with a bit of a heavy heart knowing that the conversation we are about to have is much needed.

Dustin sits at the counter as I begin to prepare our meal. "I didn't know you could cook.", he says to me with a hint of humor in his voice. I continue my work as I respond to him, "Ellis made sure his boys could cook for themselves."

A few minutes pass and I turn to serve our brunch type meal. I join Dustin at the counter and before I begin to eat I turn to him and say, "There's a story I want you to tell me about your life and how it came to be that you passed out from, h-hunger in my guestroom." I nearly choked on the word hunger as it kills me to even think that he was suffering in that manner, in any manner for that matter.

"I guess it's only fair I just hope you don't think too badly of me but I'll understand if you change your mind about helping Aiden and me once you hear it all.", he quietly states with a sad look on his face. "Give me a chance to judge for myself and Dustin...", I caress his face with my hand and turn him to face me as I say, "You aren't going anywhere no matter what!"

Dustin takes in a deep breath, "Okay! My life wasn't always what it is now. My mom had bad luck with men and pretty much ended up with me at a young age. She was more my friend than a mom as it seems we both grew up together. She was great though. We always had just enough. Then Aiden came along and things changed. She got sick quickly and I pretty much helped with him. She lost her job and we wound up in a shelter. By the time Aiden turned one she died leaving me alone to raise him. I was so afraid he would be taken away from me that I took him and ran."

He looks torn as the memories take over so I reached over and just rubbed his back. He looks over at me and smiles slightly and then continues, "The last two years have been so hard. In order to take care of Aiden I did... I pretty much... sold myself." At this point he is whispering with shame. "Hey, I'm not judging remember? Please, go on...", I say to him reassuringly.

"It got so bad that I felt myself going numb inside so after two years of that forced lifestyle, of-of, Oh God I-I'm sorry...", he sobs out. I get out of my seat and just wrap myself around him and just hold on tight. He wraps his arms around my waist and just lets it all out. Every emotion ever held in, every feeling he kept at bay, every single tear he should have shed came pouring out of him. My heart just broke in that moment of complete breakdown for him and I knew what came out of my mouth could not have been more truer words ever spoken, "Dustin, it really doesn't matter what you've done in the past because nothing and no one is going to change the fact that, I love you!"

"W-what?", he asks me in shock. "I.Love.You.", I said nice and slowly as I kissed his lips gently after each word. "But you can't. I've been a whore, a thief a,a,a,a...", he gasps. "You're not the only one with a story but I know that you're one of the few who had one hell of a good reason. Aiden might as well be your kid instead of brother. Just that alone would make me love you. But I do love you because of so much more.", I responded.

"I don't deserve you. I-I've done bad things. I-I'm unclean and-and ...", I shushed him and held him tightly to my body and just kissed him until he calmed down. Then my lips started affecting him and not wanting to get away from the subject, reluctantly I pulled my lips back.

"Dustin, I accept you just as you are but I have a story of my own to tell you and I'm hoping that with this, all things will finally be cleared up for both of us." At this point, neither one of us had touched our food. I pulled him into the livingroom and asked him to sit on the couch. I prayed to God that once I showed him that he would understand me better, that he wouldn't be too grossed or freaked out.