Desire (boyxboy)

Chapter 4

Dustin's P.O.V.

Well there goes any chance of getting a shower. God I really need one too because I'm pretty sure my pants are wet after the stare contest we had. I have to stop. I can't keep checking him out but when I heard him come in and not enter the kitchen, I was scared that Aiden had done something wrong.

Finding him interacting with Aiden and he inturn smiling at Jacob I was shocked. Aiden's never really responded to anyone before. I just wish he hadn't caught me staring at him because I'm pretty sure I'm the reason why he's hiding in his room. What the hell is wrong with me. Oh yeah, I have no filter system when it comes to Jacob. I just take one look at him and BAM, right to the gut.

Sometimes the desire that I feel for him terrifies me in it's intensity. I've never felt like this and it scares me so much. If it weren't for Aiden I would've quit because these feelings can't be good. What the hell am I going to do. I can't afford to lose this job and go back to my old life. I just can't.

As the feelings of despair and loneliness take over me, I hold onto the kitchen counter and then my body goes into complete shock at what happens next. I feel a very strong, warm set of arms wrap around my waist and instantly I become undone. I felt him hold onto to me so tight and I could feel his breath caress the back of neck.

Oh.My.God. What the hell just happened! Then to my great distress, he spoke. "Hey, are you okay? You looked like you were about to faint or something." Thank God he was standing behind me because I couldn't respond. I was pretty sure my whole face was beet red. I started breathing a bit heavier. I knew I sounded out of breath. "Dustin, look at me. Please...", he whispered into my ear.

Don't turn, don't turn, don't fucking turn around! Well ofcourse I turned around and everything just...vanishes except his eyes and his lips. Then I feel his lips on mine and oh God they're so soft and tender. Wait, did Jacob just...kiss me?! He lifts his head to look at me. His breathing is a bit labored like mine. We look into each others eyes and all reason leaves my mind as I slam my lips right back onto his and kiss him senseless. "Hmmmm!", Jacob moans.

"Please...", I whisper pleadingly. I'm not sure how it happened but somehow Jacob lifted me right onto the counter and slammed his body into mine as he attacked my lips once more. Every single part of my body was on fire and at some point he started grinding into me and to my embaressment I moaned so loudly that I suddenly hear Aiden from the livingroom ask, "Dust what's wrong?"

Jacob and I just freeze. He looks at me and I think he just realized what happened. I jump off the counter just as Aiden comes into the kitchen with a little worried look on his face. I knew that look. He thought I was hurt. Nothing could be further from the truth.

Jacob clears his throat and says to me, "I-I-I'm sorry!" Then he walks the hell out of his house and just leaves. What the hell just happened? What have I done! Oh God....