Dear Adam, (#2 in series)

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Dear Adam,

I have come to conclude that you were a huricane. At first, everything was sunny and it was fun but then your waters started to churn and I didn't get any warning. One minute I'm smiling and the next I'm drowing in your embrace. The storm happened so quickly, that no one was prepared. You just came, tearing through me, destroying everything in your path until nothing was left standing. Them for a moment, you gave me a glimpse of happiness again, and you and I were fine. But I didn't realize I was just in the eye of the storm, and it was just temptation that disappeared in a second. Everything was great until the storm came back twice as worse. And my heart was already open, there was no time to close it when your waters swept in, carrying debris that would only add to the pain of drowing. So I was so vulnerable and you took advantage of it, leaving me completely and utterly ruined. The worst part is, was that while I was drowing I could see others around me breathing, like I was in a glass cage with no escape and the hurricane was inside of me. You were the hurricane inside my heart, you're the one that gave me false assumptions and loved me and broke it until it was no longer possible to be repared. But I still love you. Because even though you destroyed me, those few moments when we were in the calm were some of the best moments of my life. And I think that even though I have to put up with the damage, it was worth it. I know it may take a while to fix myself from your storm, but one day it will happen and I'll be free of this devastation.

That's why I kind of  hate you. For being my light and my darkness.

Mixed feelings,

Bailey :(:

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So please comment your thoughts and reactions. I'd love to hear them♡

Bye for now,
Megan