The Month Of July

Chapter 13

Danny laughs quietly at me as I act like my usual little kid.

"What?" I ask.

"Nothing, I just think you're really cute." I push him lightly and he loses balance.

"You know what would make you super duper cute? If you wear a Mickey Mouse hat."

Dan laughs again. "Only if you wear one."

"I'll wear one." I shrug and then pull him into the gift shop. I gravitate right towards them and put one on Dan's head. He makes a funny face and I laugh. "Aww, you look adorkable."

"Adorkable?!"

"Yeah baby, adorkable." I srunch up my nose and Danny puts a Minnie Mouse hat on my head. I give him a kiss and then we pay for the hats. "Where to first?" I ask him as we look over the map of Epcot.

"Canada." He says with a cheeky smile.

"Nah, you don't want to do that." I tease.

"Yes! I love Canada."

"Canada loves you too. For real though, can we go to like Mexico or something?"

"Sure." I burst out into laughter and Danny looks at me weird. "What?"

"I'm sorry, I can't take you seriously with Mickey Mouse ears."

"Then I'll take them off." Danny concludes.

"No, don't! Let's take a selfie." Dan and I take funny selfies for Instagram later on and then we begin our journey to Mexico.

About halfway through the day, we get Mickey ice creams together. The chocolate falls off of his so I give him a bite of mine. We go for lunch and then continue on to Germany.

"More food?!?" Danny asks in disbelief. "You're trying to make me fat, aren't you?!" I laugh.

"Hey, it gives you more of a reason to work your ass off onstage."

"Can we just skip right to America then? I'm dying in this heat and I want to go take a nap."

"Alright then baby. Don't say I never told you so though." I kiss his cheek and then run off to America. He chases behind me and pulls me into a huge hug when he catches up.

After a really long day, Dan & I go for a swim. There's barely anybody in the pool because it's about 10:30 at night.

"If I die tomorrow, I'll die the happiest man alive." Dan says to me. We share a kiss and I close my eyes. What would my life be like if I was still with Ryan? But I have to think about life before Danny came into our relationship. We all know that if I never met Danny, I still would be with Ryan. God, why am I even thinking about him?

"Let's hope you don't die tomorrow. We still have a whole month left." I already know this is going to be amazing. He makes me feel so...so alive. I'm the happiest I've ever been when I'm with him. "Tomorrow you get to meet a Disney Princes."

"I don't need a Disney Princess, I have you."

"I'm far from princess status." I say and Danny laughs.

"Sabrina, if you fall in love with me, will you move to Dublin with me?" Danny asks me in all seriousness.

"I fell in love with you the moment I met you."

"Would you consider it? I'm really in love with you and I don't want to imagine my life without you."

"I'll consider it. If I can get a good solid job there, probably." The thought of leaving my studio and my team scares me. I've worked so hard and I don't want to lose everything. But then, I think about what happened with Ryan. Long distance relationships are terrible. With Ryan, it wasn't so bad because it was a two hour time difference. With Danny, it's six hours, that's a quarter of a day ahead. I can't do that, I have a life. I think it would be a good experience to move to Europe, in all aspects of life.

"I'm sure you can, you're a great dancer." I think about my day in the studio with Danny and laugh. That was a blast and I'd do it again any day. If moving to Dublin comes with making Dan sweat in the studio with me, I'll move there in a heartbeat. "If you come with me, I can get you a modeling gig and you can help me better my photography skills."

"Okay, deal."

"Alright, well, I'm getting really cold. Can we go upstairs?" Dan says and shivers a bit. I nod and we go get our towels and shoes by the side of the pool. We dry off a bit before going to the elevator. When we get up to our room, the first thing I do is flop onto the bed.

"Baby, I'm not sure I can handle three days of the parks." I groan.

"Then we'll just do two days. Magic Kingdom and then we'll either stay the other day here, or we'll leave early to the beach house. Did you pay for three days?"

"No, I'm going one day at a time." I watch as Dan gets a pair of flanel pj bottoms on. "Can you not put a shirt on?" He smiles and joins me on the bed. "I need to change out of my wet bathing suit."

"You need to take it off, you don't need to change out of it." Danny says with a cheeky smile. I let out a short laugh and then grab lingerie out of my suitcase. I change in the bathroom and then go out to Danny. He has his guitar and is strumming it quietly. He's so beautiful. I sit across from him and then give him a kiss. "How did I get so lucky?" Danny asks me, lost in a daze.

"I don't know how I got so lucky." I put an emphasis on I. We're a match made in heaven.

Ugh!! I'm so mad at myself for not updating sooner. The last time I updated was New Years. I'm so sorry. I hope to get the next update out to you a lot sooner. I whipped this out in an hour, so I should finish the next one soon.