His addiction

Chapter 72

Trigger warning!

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"Come on Hop-" Before Draco could finish he was cut off

"HOPE?! HOPE!?" I heard banging at the door, it was Cedric

I immediately got up and ran to the door while still falling over as my legs where to weak. I open the door and fall on Cedric, he catches me as I cried in his arms.

"CEDRIC! HE'S DEAD!! IT'S ALL MY FAULT, I WASN'T STRONG ENOUGH!! IF I WOULDN'T HAVE TOLD HIM ALL THOSE MEAN THINGS HE WOULDN'T.." I cried as Cedric wrapped his arms around me

I then felt weak as I felt my breathing get cut off, Cedric then picks me up bridal style as I could feel my breathing stop.

"WHOA! Guys!" Cedric yelled bring me in

My body started hyperventilating, my lungs where filled with screams, tears streamed down my face non stop, I couldn't stop crying.

"Oh No! She's having a panic attack! Or something worse!" Harry said coming to me

"Hope! You need to calm down!" Cedric said as he sat me down on the couch

"We'll go get Madam Pumfrey!" Amelia said as her Blaise ran out

I could feel myself struggling to breath, I then feel to my knees. I could feel Cedric and Harry trying to lift me up. My lungs felt like they where filled with water or thick air, my tears feel on the floor. I clenched my fist on the wooden floor, I arched my eyebrows down in anger, angry tears where falling from my face. I then screamed! Loudly, it was a powerful strike. I see the glass table shatter into pieces, Cedric, Ron, Harry, Draco and Nik all go flying across the room landing in the floor hard. The lamps lightbulbs exploded, the fire from the fire place raised up high, the wooden tables started cracking, it was like wind appeared inside busting open the window doors then breaking the glass. Draco, Nik and Ron stood as Cedric and Harry where kneeling trying to keep low, I then see everything stop, I felt the protection spell get out back up by Dumbledore, it was stronger. The all looked at me, as I looked down. I turned to see Madam Pumfrey holding a needle, I instantly jumped up and tried to run up the stairs. Ron caught me before I could

"NO! NO!" I yelled I didn't want to be put down like a dog

Before I knew it Blaise and Ron pinned me down, I yelled and screamed as I tried to escape them. Madam Pumfrey then injects me quickly. They let me go, I tried to fight it but my body became weak and soft. It became like jello, before I shut my eyes I looked at Draco. I had lost my mom, my dad and now my brother, my mothers and brothers death was my fault. I was alone. Forever.

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I woke up in my bed, it's been 5 days since Aidens death. I haven't stepped out of my room, I haven't gone to class nor have I ate. I haven't stood from my bed, I just laid there lifeless like Aiden's body. The only times I stood was when I used the bathroom or when Amelia came in my room and bathed me. I was too weak, I haven't spoken at all. She would make me drink and but she could never succeed at making me eat. Draco never came in the room and if he did I was probably asleep, I could feel my eye bags dark and down. I haven't slept, each time I tried to shut my eyes I would wake up screaming and crying because I had the same reoccurring nightmare. It was Aiden dying in front of my eyes over and over. It was either Blaise, Nik, Kellian, Cedric, Ron or Amelia who woke me up from the nightmare. They all took shifts watching me like I was some toddler, I knew they thought I was gonna try to kill myself and they where right. It was like when I was attacked at the Weasley's but except it was this time it was darker, colder, emptier, sadder, and more lonelier than ever. Amelia has been asking my teacher for my work but she's been the one doing them, they all gave me a break. Everyone knew about Aidens death already, except they all thought Aiden was my cousin. Diggory came flying in my room and dropped by letters from lots of people. Mrs and Mr Weasley sent there regards and their deepest condolences for me, so did Lucius and Narcissa. Professor Lupin stopped by my room and left me flowers along with a letter. Inside was Tonks regards and her saying how bad she felt for me, she also sent me a picture of baby Teddy. He was adorable, in 2 days was the Yule ball. After that would be Cedric's last tournament, I knew I had to go to both events. I promised Cedric and he was someone that I wasn't gonna let down. Cedric was the only one I had left, he was my brother and it was gonna stay like that forever. He always came in and tried to cheer me up but the best I could give him was a faintly smile, I knew I couldn't hide forever. I weakly took off the blanket off of me, I shut my eyes breathing trying to make me do this. Before I could even flinch I hear the door open, I didn't know who it was but I didn't care. Who ever it was started walking forward away from me. I had my eyes shut, I then tried to stand but before I could I automatically collapsed on the floor.