His addiction

Chapter 54

TRIGGER WARNING‼️
Suicidal thoughts!

A sudden gush of widen comes out of no where and Harry pulls me into his chest as his hand was on my head I wrap my hands on arms not being able to take out my arms because his other arm wraps around me. I shut my eyes keeping dirt from interning my eyes. Molly and Arthur both come out along with Fred and George while Hermione, Ron, and Ginny stand at the entrance of the door.

The wind suddenly stops as all we hear is foot steps coming closer from the tall crops. Harry and I take steps back as the footsteps come closer, no matter what we didn't break our hold even as we step back.

I then look down at my wand and look back up at Harry, Harry looks at me with a confused look. I break from harry's hold and run toads my wand as Harry tries to grab my again but he was to late. I stick my wand out and throw a spell at whatever was coming towards us, the spell looked like it's been blacked I instantly knew who ever it was they obviously had a wand. I hear a loud chuckle, psychopath like.

Harry's face instantly turns into anger, a ring of fire circles us and the house, I then see Bellatrix Lestrange, Fenrir Greyback and then the two men that took away my everything, the men that killed Aiden. The men that I thought died Antonin Dolohov and Barty Crouch Jr. My heart dropped I was filled with anger but most importantly vengeance and hate

"I KILLED SIRIUS BLACK! I KILLED SIRIUS BLACK!" Bellatrix yelled as she cackled

"Your all dead!" Harry yelled

"NO! ANTONIN AND BARTY Jr ARE MINE TO KILL" I shout

I instantly throw a strike of power that was also a curse that caused you to bleed from inside of your body, he rebounds the spell my way and I block it

"HOW ARE YOU ALIVE I KILLED YOU!" I spat

"Oh please it's gonna take a lot more than a scream to kill a death eater darling! I've got to admit though it was quite a powerful scream even gave me a scar" antonin said with a creepy smile

"YOU know I've been waiting for this moment! I've been working hard and wanting revenge because I was hungry for it! I knew in my heart that you weren't dead and now I now know I was right!"

"Come get me then! LITTLE GIRL!" Antonin says as he goes running I to the crops

I instantly moved the fire from my path and go running after him Into the crops as Bellatrix yells that she killed Sirius black over and over

"HOPE! NO!" Harry shout and jumps over the fire as he chases after me

"Harry!" I hear Ginny yell
By now I was to far to hear anyone other than my footsteps and Antionin and Barty jr.

I ran and ran until I stepped into a puddle of water and I couldn't hear nothing no footsteps. They had to be closed could feel it. My blood was boiling I could feel my power growing just off the anger. I needed this, I needed to avenge my brothers death. All I could hear was the water moving from my feet as I turned and turned hoping to see someone

I then see Ginny, my eyes instantly widen as I see a spell coming towards her. It was the crucio spell, I go racing to her and throw her down on the floor as the spell hits me. It was worse than anything I could imagen it was like having millions of thick needles enter my body at once. Everything was on fire, I tried holding my breath so I could at least be in the less amount of pain. I shouted in utter pain, my mouth was fully open and now I was screaming as tears ran down my face. I was on the floor my flesh felt like it was getting cut off of my own bones. The pain didn't stop it continued as Greyback cut my arm with his one finger as his claw digged into my arm causing me to let go of my wand. I looked over and the pain stop but Barty was over my arm cutting something I screamed in more pain as Ginny watched not knowing what to do.

I reached for my wand and pointed at him and did something I some what regretted. I did the unforgivable curse, Avada Kedavra. Barty jr instantly went flying across the scope and landed his body was life less. I look down at my arm and see what he had written "filthy muddblood" my body was to weak to scream. I could barely even breath, tears ran down from the corner of my eyes as blood dropped from my arm into the water. I was weak, I was defeated. Never in my life have I felt more lifeless or Hopeless and in the moment I wanted to die.

"Aiden" I cried out weakly and with a low voice

All I wanted was Aiden, I wanted to die with him. I was numb, I knew those words where gonna stay there forever as a scar. Bellatrix comes out from the crops and faces Ginny, Ginny pointed her wand at her but she shook uncontrollably. Bellatrix cackled at her, with out moving my head I just shifted my eyes at her as she thought was dead.

"ready to die.. YOU FILTHY BLOOD TRAITOR!" She yelled at Ginny with a psychotic voice

"don't kill her... kill me" I said weakly at Bellatrix

She looked down at me and cackled in a cheer yet crazy laugh. Her eyes widen like a lunatic, she smiled at me with her dirty and ugly teeth. They where yellow, I wanted it to end. All of it, I don't want to live like this anymore

"He loves me more than her, he'd die if I where to die" I said with numbness as I looked straight ahead not making eye contact with her.

She laughed loudly and come slowly towards me and raised her wand towards me. She sticks out her tongue and cackled more, I didn't flitch nor move. I truly did want to die.

"AVADA K-"

"Stupefy" Harry yelled as Bellatrix goes flying into the air

"NO! no no no" Harry came against me and leaned me onto his chest.

I couldn't blink I was lifeless myself, he kept shaking me asking me to respond. He even shouted my name, I didn't move or look at him eyes I just looked up. Harry instantly broke down thinking I was dead,

"Hope! Hope please no!" He choked up as he cried and whimpered

I wanted to say his name but I was to weak I couldn't speak, I really did feel dead. My body was basically dead weigh at this point. I couldn't move myself.

"No! wake up please don't leave me" Harry plead me

I hear bellatrix stand and started to laugh and cackle. She started shouting

"HEHE I KILLED HARRY POTTERS GIRLFRIEND!" She screamed in pleasure and laughter

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Not be sobbing over this! Guys I had to take many breaks from this, this is such a strong scene.