His addiction

Chapter 107

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"Are you sure?"

"Me. Malfoy Im positive that's why she was bleeding, please when she wakes let her rest."

"Wait is she still-?"

"Yes she is Mr. Malfoy..congratulations"

I began to open my eyes slowly as they still felt heavy, I opened my eyes to see Draco and the healer talking. She left the room and Draco turned to me as Theo rubbed his cheek in anxiety. I felt my body tired and somewhat sore, I groaned as I felt the soreness from turning to the side. Theo gets up and walks around towards me as he helps me sit up carefully. Draco starring at me blankly while Theo rubbed my back.

"What's wrong? It was just a kick" I said looking at both of them confused on why I was bleeding

"Uh, Hope they, uh, found something in you when they did an exam...your pregnant" Theo said as I felt my self enter shook

Draco went rushing out the room and then slammed the door making me jump and snap back into reality. I looked at Theo as my eyes watered...I was pregnant..with Draco's child.

"How?- but...I'm pregnant?" I asked looking up at him as tears rush down my face

"Yeah, I know it looks bad but I promise he's just in shock..look at the bright side you and Pansy are going to have pregnancy cravings together" Theo laughs trying to make me smile

"I- I need to go..I need to go to our spot..mines and Nik's" I said crying as I looked up at Theo

"Why?" He asked confused

"Because...my letters- I...I need to go" I said standing up as Theo helped me

Before I knew it I apperated us to Hogwarts grounds, I looked around and saw us standing where I once stood the day Nik died in my arms. The sun was shining bright as the sun his the lavender flowers, I gasped as I saw they where still alive and vibrant. I put my hand up to my chest as I saw everything.

"It's..." I couldn't finish my sentence as I cried

"Beautiful" Theo said smiling looking ahead at the view

I began to walk around and stood in the middle of the flowers, I closed my eyes and said accio my letters as a flying white papers shot at me letting me catch them. I looked at saw so many, more than I could count. They had dates on them and days like for your wedding, when you give birth, 5 trimester pregnant, and so many more...he thought of everything. I began to sob as I looked through the letters.

"Hey it's okay, I'm here...I've got you Hope" Theo said hugging me as I looked at the letters

I felt my heart sink into my stomach, I began to read the letter of today which was the day I found out I was pregnant.

Dear my love,

Congratulations my love, I always knew you would be an amazing mother one day. I just hoped you could have been the mother to my children but I know Draco and yourself will be amazing parents. I can only imagen how beautiful you look pregnant, actually I can see you..I'm always watching over you love. Remember the days when we would go to three broom sticks and drink butter beers then I would wipe the cream off your lips as your laughed. Your laugh is so enchanting, I hope your children have that amazing laugh you have one day. I'll always be waiting for you love...enjoy your pregnancy love and tell Malfoy he better be as overprotective as he was with you with your daughter that I hope you have. That git never even let me around you before I discovered I loved you..I still love you baby.
Take care

Love, Nik

I began to cry as I read the letter, I held my stomach just thinking about how it would have been if this was his child. Then I thought about Draco and how he left the room...it broke my heart.

Theo and I sat there for a few hours..I cried, laughed and smiled then cried a little more. We appetated home and I went straight up to my room as everyone looked at me concerned..I told Theo not to tell anyone and he didn't. Draco hadn't came back...but I found out news about my child. Apparently it wasn't a child but children...I was having twins. I began to change into clothes and walked downstairs. I saw Fred, George, Ron, Hermione, Amelia and Theo all talking. Everyone else went home except for the ones that lived with me or near my house. They only ones here where Theo, Pansy, Amelia, Blaise, Fred, George, Hermione, Ron, Harry, and Ginny. I walked towards the door.

"Hope! Sorry, um, where are you going?" Ron asked softly

"To be with the love of my life" I said as I walked out and closed the door

I found myself already apperated before they could respond. I was at the cemetery where Nik was buried along with all of our loved ones. I walked and stood in front of Nik's grave stone.

"Hello love" I said as my voice cracked

"I'm sorry I haven't visited but I was..distracted. I miss you...I'm sorry..I came here to be strong and tell y-you that I'm p-pregnant but- it's hard" I began to cry as my breath hitched

"I-I need you more than ever...Ced..my loving Cedric. I miss you so much Ced, I miss the way you would make me feel and protect me...I promise I'm trying b-but it's really tough" I said as I walked over to Cedric grave stone

I placed my hand on his name as I rubbed is, I missed his hugs, his smile, his laugh, his charming attitude, his sarcasm..I missed Cedric. I held my stomach as I cried, my children don't deserve this..I don't deserve to be a mum. I don't think I'll be able to handle be breaking them the way I was once broken...I'm scared and there's nothing I can do about it. I walked over to my mum's stone and stood in front of it as I placed a small rose over it.

"Hey mummy, I miss you..it's been a long time. I know y-your at peace and happy...I can't" I began to sob as I couldn't feel myself breathing from all the crying

"I need you mum" I cried out to her as I hugged her tomb stone

"Please...please come back..Aiden" I cried as I got up and hugged his stone

"Protect me...you promised" I cried out as my breath hitched

I could feel my lungs drowning in my sobs, my heart beating like I was dying. My body getting hot as I cried holding his tomb stone, I needed my family. I don't want to do this alone...I can't.

I stayed there for hours as I talked to all of them even Lily and James..I told them what happen between Harry and I as I also told Remus and tonks.

"I mean no offense Mrs. Potter but your son can be a git some times, I mean can you believe him godfather trying to take my our godson away. Don't worry though he apologized and I gave him a nice scare with the whole ministry thing. He's doing fine though Lily, he's Harry. He's always with Ginny, those love birds can't get enough of each other. Oh! Tonks can you believe Teddy is starting to grow teeth, he's walking and doing so much already..he's growing up so fast. Don't worry ..I don't let him forget his parents godmother. Anyways uncle snape Hogwarts finally presented you with your very own moving frame and guess what!? They put your frame as the protector of the Slytherin common room door. Don't worry it's still the same just with your frame besides the entrance to keep anyone that isn't a Slytherin from coming in. I think it's brilliant uncle, look the suns coming out..I've been here for that long. Sense last night, best get home and check in Teddy while I also go get some rest" I said getting up and dusting myself off

I began to walk away then stopped turning around to face them all, I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. I vented to my family and I felt better, I knew they helped.

"Love you all, see you again next time" I said walking away as I smiled

Nothings worst than having to leave them again.

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I know this chapter was a bit short but I will update soon loves!