His addiction

Chapter 88

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I looked up to see my father, I was breathing heavily and was clenching my jaw which caught his attention right away.

"Daughter you've come to see me" Voldemort said raising his eyebrow

I turned to Greyback and Bellatrix knowing they would do justice for me.

"Bellatrix do me a dear favor and hold this pink bitch down, better yet Greyback you do that!" I spat As they both smiled

"Language" Voldemort said with a smile as he was pleased by my anger

I walked towards him as I clench my fist holding my wand. He stood up in pleasure as he watched my anger

"She disrespected me father, insulted my name! The first day I met her she was angry when I spoke up towards her foul mouth, if I hadn't have told her who's daughter I was she would..she would had punished me and marked my skin" I said towards the end giving him sad eyes

Once he saw my eyes anger overpowered him, he smiled angrily towards Dolores as he walked slowly towards her. I smiled to see Umbridge frightened and crying, I felt good. It was almost like pleasurable darkness consumed me.

"Uh, no, please, my dark lord please!" Dolores kneeled down

Everyone began to laugh I found myself smirking, I walked towards her.

"You dare insult my name and child." Voldemort said with a cold voice

"Looks like she's on her knees when it convenient father" I spoke as I stood next to him

"Please" she trembled in fear, I chuckled and so did Voldemort

Bellatrix began to chuckle and then laughed loudly, everyone then joined.

"I want to see her suffer, the same way YOU made those who I'm very found of suffer!" I spat as I looked down at Dolores

"My lord! My lord has your daughter told you one of those friends was the Potter boy!" She said out loud

I grew more furious, I felt like I was going psychotic.

"Hope! Is this TRUE!" Voldemort yelled turning to me

"No! I would never! Harry Potter is the reason why you died and why I never got to have a father! Why would I ever associate with a filthy half blood and a boy who is nothing!" I turned to him convincing him

He looked at me still doubting me, I had to get him off of my back.

"You won't do it! I refuse to ever let you do what you promised you'd do before I apperated here!" I spat grabbing everyone's attention

Voldemort turned to me and gently grab my shoulder

"What did she say she would do?" He questioned me with his cold voice

"She said she would separate us again father! She told me how she and the ministry would destroy you then kill me for revenge cutting off our bloodline permanently" I said turning to him letting fake tears fall from my face

I saw rage grow in him like no other, I needed more I need him to kill her right now. Before she said anything else

"She- She even said I would die like mom..that even if I was dead I would never see her again because I was an orphan with dirty blood..just like mom" I said sniffing faking

That was the last straw I stepped back looking down as a smirk grew on my face.

"No! She lies my lord!" Umbridge turned to me angry

"YOU DARE SPEAK OF MY DAUGHTER AS A LIAR AND DARE PUT MY NAME IN OUR FILTHY MOUTH!!" He yelled making her jump

Bellatrix stood besides me as I also saw a dark smile run across her face. Then I heard the two words, he body fell to the floor. Everything then kicked in, I was acting just like my father. I just killed someone by bringing them here. I didn't know how to feel, Voldemort then turned to me as I felt a little shocked with what had just happened.

"You'll be alright" he said chuckling evilly

"I need to go back father please" I said as I trembled a bit

"Go one but once you see bellatrix you come back" he said walking away

I looked at him confused but all I wanted to do was leave so I apperated away. Before I knew it I was standing informant of the bunch of students that where being punished. Before anyone of them could open there mouths I went running away, I went running up to the astronomy tower, I pasted by lots of people bumping my shoulders into them. I finally started to reach the astronomy tower and paced up the stairs. Once I got up I looked around to make sure no one was there, as soon as I see no one in sight I let it out. I fell down to a small corner, pulling my knees up to my stomach as I put my arms in the middle of my legs and stomach. I bundled my hands up together lacing my fingers between each other, I began to cry. I had just somewhat sentenced someone to death, I was finally going to get Draco back and apologized but he was with Astoria. I had not right due to the fact that I slept with Fred but..he gave her the same look he gave me when he said he loved me. I felt sick to my stomach, I wanted to scream without causing chaos. I cried until I could feel my lungs fill up with my thought not allowing me to breath. It began to rain softly, I looked up to the sky as it was dark and grey. Rain falling on my face as I looked up. All I wanted was my mom, I never got to say goodbye and that's what hurt most. I took deep breaths not being able to control them as I sniffed and sobbed. I looked down to my hands and remember how she would warm them up by rubbing them and kissing them. I closed my eyes and kissed my hands imagining it was my mom. Low sobs escape my mouth, I understood that I cried a lot but what else could I do. I was a weak person, a dumb, ugly, weak, slut who was a pathetic excuse for a witch as Draco said. His words sticked to me like spellotape, the rain hit my clothes making me cold as the cold air hit me. I pulled down my shirts sleeve, I began to cry more as I looked down to Cedric's watch. I began to sob loudly and felt nothing but tears fill my eyes.

"You have no idea how much I need your right now, I miss you so much Ced...I wish you where here to help with the pain like you used to. I'm sorry I missed it, I'm sorry I never went to your funeral...I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye, I love you Ced..I'm so sorry" I sobbed as I sniffed shutting my eyes

I stayed there for a couple of minutes just letting it out until I couldn't cry, eventually I stopped and just leaned against the wall getting lost in my thoughts as I was soaking wet. I had a numb expression on my face, looked up to the dark sky. I wonder if Ced, My mum, and Aiden had found peace. I wondered if they where happy and my mom got to know Cedric. He was a good guy, I knew my mother would love him. It's not fare, life took away the one person I wanted most. Cedric, he was more than just a friend he was guy that was just..here. I felt my eye life getting heavy. I then felt myself fall asleep under the dark sky as rain hit me.

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I know this chapter was somewhat short but I promise this is going to get much better.