Chapter 5

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Before making my way down to Knox and Ashers room I decide I need a little liquid encouragement to face everyone.

Hello mini bar. After a couple shots I'm feeling a little more comfortable and ready to face them. Here goes nothing.

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During my elevator ride I realized I was still a little drunk from earlier or I had one too many shots before coming down here. But right now I don't care, I need it to get through this night.

Just as I was about to know Asher opens the door. "We'll look who it is, miss disappear and not let anyone know her whereabouts" Asher says with a hint of anger in his tone and a glare in his eyes.

I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding "Look I'm sorry, I just got a little freaked out"

"Asher leave her alone, she is a virgin and walked in on all you guys. Any one without experience, hell anyone with it would be if they aren't use to it!" I was surprised that Everrett stuck up for me.

Asher grabs my wrist pulling me into the room and pushes me up against the wall. I gasp at the sudden movement, the alcohol swirling around in my system I don't even think I'm filling registering our compromising position. He leans down and kissing up my neck.

"You guys want to know what I think really scared her away?" His dark brown eyes filled with lust staring into my blue eyes. His lips hovering over mine. My heart is about to pound out of my chest, breathing getting heavier.

Knox comes over and runs his lips up my neck barely touching my skin. He stops at my ear, his hot breath sending shivers down my spine as his starts to rub my thigh, Asher moves over a little giving him more access to me. Both start rubbing up and down my thighs as they kiss my neck. There is an ache making it's way to my core and I can't help but be turned on.

"Asher. Knox." Everrett says in a warning tone as he pulls me away from them.

"Everrett please don't you want to know what he thinks" Brodie speaks up for the first time. He comes over to me and puts a strand of hair behind my ear. "Because I think it's nothing more than she's a prude" he states with an arrogant smirk. The nerve of that guy. I push his hand away and go to grab my bags but then Knox takes it out of my hand and lifts me up throwing me on one of the beds.

I quickly try to sit up but Asher and Knox are already on either side of me pinning my legs down with their own as they use one hand to keep themselves up and their other hands roaming all over my body.

"I think our little Savannah here is intrigued by this all and maybe turned on by this all. Look at her right now. Hanging on my every word, staring at my lips. Heart beating hard, breathing heavy and I bet a little wet even." Knox kisses up my neck and moves his hand to my waistband "Should we check" he whispers against my ear. My head is spinning and I am so thankful when I hear the door being opened.

"Knox. Asher. Get off of her" Emilia walks over to us and pushes them off me then pulls me up. She sends them both a glare and in return they both put their hands up in surrender.

Em grabs my bag and pulls me out of the room. I feel like I can finally breathe and think straight again. I'm mad at myself. I was just laying there and I was going to let them do whatever they wanted to me. I wanted them to touch me.  

"Are you okay?" Em asks me with genuine concern.

"I'm okay, I think I just need some alone time right now after all that. How did you know I was in there?"  I let out a deep breath and run my fingers through my hair.

"Everrett texted me asking for my help. I know they can be a little intense but come get ready with the girls maybe some girl talk will help" I can tell she's hopefully I'll agree but I really just need my own space right now. I know I shouldn't keep running away every time I get uncomfortable but what Asher said had some truth to it and I need time to think by myself.

"I'm sorry Em, I really appreciate what you and Everrett did for me just now but I think I just need time to think alone" I feel bad as soon as I say it when a look of disappointment flashes in her eyes. "Well at least let me walk you to your room and we can talk a little of the way"  I nod my head and point in the direction of my room, the walk to the elevator was pretty silent but once in the elevator my tipsy mind couldn't handle the silence.

"You know I think Asher was right... in a way." Em looked at me shocked "What do you mean in a way?"

"I am very intrigued by this all but it scares me. I have always been a good girl and I've always done things by the books, this is me. Getting drunk like I have been isn't me but I'm not mad at myself for wanting to explore this. I'm scared I am thinking about it and I'm mad it's happening so easily." I confess to her, and it's true I know I'm in over my head but I'm so sick of being the perfect person everyone excepts me to be, I'm ready to find out who I really am and although it doesn't take most people swinging to do that it just happens to be the option available to me at this very moment.

"It's okay to be scared, I was scared at first too but I definitely don't regret giving it a try. We all have so much fun together and me and Everrett have something unique and special. I love all of my friends." We get off the elevator and start heading to my room when I open the door she turns to me and raises her eyebrows.

"They only had the honeymoon sweet left, don't ask. But I'll think about what you said while I get ready and meet you guys out just text me where you are and don't wait up"

"Sounds good, try not to over think it Savannah"

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After Em left I pour a glass of wine and curl my hair, then I apply a smokey brown eye with some nude lipgloss.

Another glass of wine down and I'm sitting in my white lace bra and matching thong with my clothes thrown everywhere trying to decide what to wear and definitely feeling the effects of the alcohol.

I hear a knock at the door, thinking it was Em I didn't bother putting on any other clothes, I open the door and a body rushes past me "What happened in here" he asks referring to my clothes all over the floor before he turns around and gets a full look at me. His eyes travel from the floor up my body and finally meeting my eyes, dark brown eyes filled with lust meet my blue eyes yet again. The attraction between us is undeniable.

"Did you need something Asher?" I ask him after a moment of us just staring at each other, he looks undeniably sexy in his light ripped jeans and tan hoodie with a black hat on. I can't help but lick my lips as I feel myself squirm under his gaze.

"I came to apologize to you but.." he takes a step closer to me.

I boldly take a step closer to him closing the space between us, our lips almost touching as I look up at him standing on my tip toes "But what?"

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