Swingers Cruise

Chapter 4

After hanging out by the pool for a couple hours some of the group decided to go back to their rooms and take a nap.

With myself having too many shots I was too wired to take a nap so I decided on staying and getting to know the rest of the group. Everett, Emilia, and Brodie were in the same boat as I.

***

"You aren't serious? There is no way you're a virgin?" Emilia asked me while sipping on her drink.

"I am, I planned on having a special night during spring break with Trevor and losing my v card but well he fucked that up for himself" I slurred reaching for another shot and taking it.

"You can still lose it on spring break" Everett said as he winked at me. I'd be lying if I said I didn't don't him attractive. The whole group is crazy good looking. Everett has brown hair with frosted tips, it may be out of trend but it definitely works for him. He has random tattoos, brown eyes, and not so fit but not unfit, with tan skin and a nose piercing.

"Very tempting... maybe a little too tempting and I should go sleep off some of this alcohol since I feel that way" I say.

They all groan as I stumble away and head towards the elevators.

***

Finally at my room I open the door excited to lay in my bed, I walk into Navy, Asher, Knox, and Hailey getting it on.

My head is swirling, I'm drunk and I cannot help but regret my choice to stay. Part of me is intrigued by all of this but what am I thinking? I'm a virgin. Not to mention I just got out of a serious relationship. It was like a bucket of cold water got thrown on me in this moment. I can't do this, I'm not this girl. I have to get out of here.

So I turn around and head towards the front desk.

***

The front desk lady is the same one I made the "scene" in front of. She looks a little scared of me but I walk up as calmly as I can and request a new room if any are available, trying to hide my drunken state.

"We only have the honeymoon sweet available if that works for you" she tells me.

"At this point I'd take anything no matter the cost." I tell her trying to seem sober. My parents are well off and give me a weekly allowance so for me money is not an issue. The only problem will be once they see the transaction and call me but I'll deal with that later.

"Alright here is your new room." She says.

***

I take a step into my new room and it's huge. Red and white with a sitting room, a big bed and a nice couples bathroom.

With a sigh I lay on my new bed, throwing my phone under my pillow, taking a much needed nap.

***

I wake up to my phone ringing and take a look at it, i immediately regretting it. It's my mom.

"Hey mom" I try to answer cheerfully.

"Where have you been? We saw a transaction on your card for a suite on a cruise. I thought you and Trevor were going away?" She asks

"I broke up with him mom. He cheated on me and then I got drunk and ended up on a swingers Cruise with my roommate. I want to enjoy this but I need my own space to ensure I truly don't have to participate in their activities. After giving myself to Trevor for so long I need this alone time. I don't want to participate in any of this but I think it will be good to find myself." I explain to her, my mom has always been super understanding and I feel I can trust her.

"Are you sure you want this Savannah? We can have a flight at your next stop ready for you?"

"I'm sure mom. I need to step of my comfort zone, this may be a big step out but I think it will help me. Please don't tell dad."

"I won't tell him, but please keep me in the loop. I love my girls and was so worried. Don't worry about your dad, I'll handle him. I love you." She tells me, I can tell she doesn't agree but she knows she has made mistakes in life. She knows I need to make my own and alls she can do is be there for me unlike her parents were.

***

After getting off the phone with my mom I checked all my other messages. There was some smart ass ones from my sister and some from Trevor trying to get me back but also Navy and some unknown numbers where texting me asking where I was.

I'm not sure if I'm ready to face them yet but it's better than being alone I guess.

***

"Navy? Are you okay?" I ask after I showered and sobered up for the night.

"Yes I'm fine. We've been worrying about you. Everett said you went to your room for a nap and you never went there. We were worried sick." Navy states sounding angry.

"I'm sorry, I did go to my room and I saw you all doing stuff and couldn't take it so I went and got my own room. I'm sorry I should've warned you before I took a nap. I didn't mean to scare anyone." I'm feeling so guilty I didn't text them before I fell asleep. They've been nothing but nice to me and alls I'm doing is thinking of myself.

"I'm sorry you saw that. I promise we will try to keep that stuff away from you. We are getting ready to go out for the night, would you like to come with us?" She asks. She sounds sympathetic which makes me feel even more guilty for getting my own room.

"My clothes are still in Asher and Knoxs room, I'll be there in a couple of minutes so we can all get ready with each other."

I'm in so over my head. A virgin on a swingers cruise, going out for the night. What could go wrong?