||𝓡𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓶𝓪𝓻𝔂 𝓜𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓲𝓻𝓮|| [Kakyoin x Reader]

Chapter 11 || Void

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Reaching out can you see me?

Reaching out can you hear me?

Reaching out, look at me,

No matter what I do, 

I can't seem to reach you,

Still always, I'm reaching out to you.

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Location: School Campus - Classroom

"Ow!" One (e/c) eye closed as you could feel a thousand needles prickling your skin, body all of a sudden feeling numb and restricted.

'It's happening again!'

Breathe in, breath out. Dulling the background noises of students and the teacher speaking, merely turning into little buzzes reverberating in your ears. Instead of it subsiding, it started to become more painful as every second passed by, incoming tears gathered around your eyes. The pain escalating from little needles to you being punctured inside the torture maiden, the burning sensation around your stomach made you choke a breath. Intestines twisting, as if tying and untying themselves. Reeling yourself forward, slumped and (h/c) hair spread above the table, clenching your teeth in a false sense of freedom from the pain.

'Wake up Kakyoin'

'I know this voice...! Where again?'

A sudden sense of familiarity came upon you, as a blurred picture of a boy clad in a dark clothing staring out at the window beside you in a moving car popped in your head, with the name of that exact person stuck in the very tip of your tongue.Your vision rapidly changing to the very same boy's back walking in front of you, slowly going farther from within your arms can reach.

'no, nO, NO! Don't leave me J̵̣͚̆o̶̥̣̙̬͚͖̤̟̞̼̠͚̽̾̌̚t̴̛͇͇̮̙̝̣̟̥͎̗͚̤̪̤̱̒̃̅̍̃̀͌́̏̑̒̓̉̏̇͝ͅa̸̛̛͖͇͊͊͆̄̋̇̿͗̌̓̀̌̐̓̓͐͆̎͋̀͐̚̕r̸̮̹̱̞͍̉̏̔̅̓͋̏͊̓̇͆͌͗̕̕͝o̶̢̨̯͖̯̱̩̺͎̮̜̫͚̣͎͈̪̙̬̻̎̔̏͗͐͌̾̈́͆̐̋̕͘͜͝!'

The same calloused and large hand you saw way before outstretched towards the unreachable boy in front of you. Now a mere speck of dot whose eyes never glanced at you even once. You could feel yourself running, heaving breaths. As he's silhouette disappeared from your sight, you could feel yourself falling. With an inaudible thump, slowly, black reign in your eyesight. Hand still reaching up towards nowhere.

'I-I just want to be your friend....Please....don't leave me be...hi...nd...'

Why can't I hear anything?

Help me Ma!

"ke....p...y/n....up...Y/N! WAKE UP YN!" You find yourself instantly clinging towards the nearest person around you. Arms tightly clenching around Kakyoin. Surprisingly, as you darted your tear filled eyes towards your hands, you find themselves yours once again. The prickling and burning sensation was never to be felt as sudden as it made you hunch from a...

Few minutes?

Few hours?

You don't really know, but one thing for sure, it felt like it was for eternity, truly an experience that you wouldn't like to be repeated once again.