fanfiction :: ashton irwin

39 - make love

Me: how have you been?

Ashton: how have you been?

Me: I'm okay, I'm fighting with my dad

Ashton: why?

Me: because he said I couldn't have someone over and I called him a bad parent. I didn't mean it, I was just so angry

Ashton: Your dad is an amazing parent. You should apologize to him. I can only imagine how much that hurt him since you two are so close

Me: I will when he gets home from work

Ashton: I'm so sorry for what I did. I thought you were Calum texting me off a random phone

Me: would he actually do that?

Ashton: yeah

Me: he's an asshole

Ashton: I know, we all think so too

Me: I'm about to sound really pathetic but I miss you Ashton. I miss talking to you everyday. Why did you have to fuck everything up

Ashton: I'm so sorry

Me: but how do I know you mean it

Ashton: I called all of the girls from the game

Me: what?

Ashton: I didn't tell them that they were part of the game but I asked how they were doing and told them that I met someone. They were happy for me and we talked then said goodbye. I didn't know I still had all their numbers until I looked. I found these random names and then it all came back to me. I just want to make things right

Me: You can't just make a few phone calls and pretend that none of this happened

Ashton: I'm not pretending it didn't happen! I know what I did and I am just trying to make it better

Me: you took their virginity Ashton. You didn't even care but you took it anyway. I feel so bad for them

Ashton: yeah well I was a lot better to them than any teenage prick would've been. Even if they did love them.

Me: were they scared?

Ashton: of course they were scared, I don't want to talk about this with you Maddie

Me: we're talking about it

Ashton: ok

Me: so you were planning on doing this with me? I'm not a virgin

Ashton: yes you are

Me: no I'm not! I had sex with Peter when we were dating

Ashton: please stop lying to me, I'm not lying to you anymore

Me: whatever, it doesn't matter if you believe me

Ashton: why do you want me to think you're not a virgin?

Me: because I don't want you to think I'm just gonna give up my virginity to you, idk I'm just angry Ashton

Ashton: I wouldn't have sex with you

Me: what?

Ashton: having sex with you is the last thing I want right now. I just want to be good to you so you won't hate me anymore. And then some day in the future, I'll make love to you