Bury Me Alive - Bang Chan ☑️

Back to Reality

Song | What I Know Now - THEY

Y/n POV

Opening my eyes was hard to do that morning. All I want was to sleep even more so. But the smell of bacon filled the air and my stomach growled out.
"Can I just not get up?" I groaned out sitting up looking around.
Oh. Right... That was real, Last night. The whole sleeping with Chan thing. I had almost forgotten because I was sure It was just a dream. Damn it all, I couldn't stop thinking about it. It was just so immensely sexy that it felt unreal.
Slowly I get up from the bed, and then it hit me. The soreness. It spread as I placed pressure onto my feet and it made me wobble a bit. Nonetheless, I still urged forward to the bathroom.

After cleaning myself up a little in the bathroom, I slowly walked my way into the kitchen/dining area.
"Good morning." Chan says smiling and walking over to me. The boy kisses me and stares at me with a soft smile.
"Morning." I say back. But He sighs at me.
"I didn't do a good enough job if your already up."
"You did enough." I said blushing from embarrassment. He laughs placing breakfast on the table.
"Finish this so we can do round two."  Chan winks at me as I sit down at the table to eat.
"No college?" I asked.
"I skipped."
"For ?"
"You.." He states sitting beside me.
"Oh gosh." I say sipping my orange juice.
Looking down I see that he made bacon, eggs, and then 2 pieces of toast. This is the most I've eaten in all the months he's had me. As I look softly at the plate, I feel a hand touch the collar on my neck.
"I promise I'll never get bored of seeing that on you."

Chan's phone rings out into the air. And so he grabs it and presses it to his ear. Yet again I could here San talking to him from the other side..
"Hello?"
"Chan."
"What do you want?"
" I just want you to know to be careful.. The police are doubling patrol on the roads and such since they are finally catching on to there being a serial killer in the area."
"Right. Thanks."
"Anyway, where exactly are you?? I tried to search your house, but it was burned to the ground."
"Your sister offered me to stay with her until I found another place."
"Of course she did. Just hang tight I guess, I'll arrange something. Can you meet tonight?"
"I was planning on doing something, " he looks at me with a smirk, " Why is it important?"
"Very." San states.
"I guess I'll go."
"Good. I'll see you at 7." San Hangs up.

"How long should we keep this up? " he asks leaning his chin on his fist.
"It that a trick question?" I rolled my eyes.
"No. I want to know what you think."
"I'm guessing as long as you want. It is what you told me. Right? You decide when I die."
"Right. I do decide.." he says smiling to himself like a kid.
It was weird to see him get so giddy over something he's told me over a 100 times. He leans off of his fist and decided to start eating what he had on his plate. I on the other hand, was done.   Damn, I guess I was really hungry. At least I'll enjoy his kindness while I can... Especially since he could snap at a moments notice.
"I'm done." I say standing up.
"Alright, go in the living room and wait for me." I nodded placing my plate in the sink and walking to the living room. There I sat on the couch and turned on the TV.
At first there was a older cartoon plastered on screen, but I decided to flip through and see what was on. It ranged from everything dramas, movies, documentaries, and then the news. I stopped on the news and looked at all the stuff going on. A couple blizzards in the north and political hearings in between all of it. Quickly, I turned it off as it got boring.
"Is there nothing on?" Chan says cuddling up next to me.
"Not really." I say  looking out towards the window. Chan chuckles and turns my head to face him.
"I want more of you anyway. So much more."

6:30pm that night—

"What time will you be back?" I ask Chan as he pulls his hoodie on.
"8? 9? Just depends on what San wants from me. "
"Okay."
"Don't worry Babygirl. I'll come back for you."
"I'll be waiting."
"Good." He kisses me before leaving me in that house alone.

Guess there's really nothing to do now than take a nap or waste away on snacks they have hiding around here. It's going to be a while. I just know that...

It takes me about an hour to find a decent channel to watch with a bag of chips. Wasn't much just a simple documentary on animal life. Specifically the lion. The way he trampled and completely dominated his prey. It made me think of my position. I was truly at the teeth and claws of a wild animal. A monster , with a big bite to match his bark.  I don't think I'll ever leave. The only way I'll leave is dead in a ditch somewhere. Alone, unloved, and dead. Reality hurts..

As I continued to watch it, I see a flash of light in my peripheral.

Blue and Red.

Oh. My. God.

I panicked turning off the TV , swiftly I placed the chips in a drawer in the kitchen. With that I ran into Chan's room and hid in the closet. Quietly did I sit there shaking out of my mind. The only thing that was crawling around within me was the incident with San's sister. What if they found out I killed that girl..? I'll surly be put to jail. I'll be seen as a criminal for my stupid emotions. Fuck, I was in it deep.

Knock knock.
A faint voice calls out.
"This is the police open up."

No no no..

Soon the banging stops and footsteps are heard within the house. The door to Chan's room opens and another much louder and clearer voice calls out.
"Sir we found blood on the sheets that were in the washer."
"Blood??"
"How much?"
"Just a bit."
"Jesus Christ. Have you checked everything??"
"Yes, except the room your in." I shook so hard as I covered my mouth to silence my heavy breathing.
"Let's check this closet and report back."
"Roger that."
Soon the closet door was pulled right open and the officer's flashlight shone in my face.  It was so bright it reminded me of the sun flowing through the windows in the morning hours from that burned down house. I raised my shaking hands up.
"Ma'am what are you doing in that closet?" He points his gun at me.
"I- I- I-"
One of the other officers grabs me and his face softens as he realizes who I was.
"Sheriff, this is the missing girl."

The sheriff gasps, " Y/n L/N, the missing dead girl. It can't be. She's been missing for over 2 years."