Hawks daughter (bakugoxreader)

chapter 15: starting new?

y/n's pov:

I didn't know where i was going but i knew i couldn't stay at UA. I had no idea what to do i had 2 backpacks on one arm and a ten year old in the other. as i walked down the back ally i started to regret leaving UA but i knew there was no turning back there was only one place i could think of going. i kept walking till i saw the building it had tapped window it was very rundown but it was in a hidden back ally what did you expect. i walked into the building a mumbled to myself as i carefully walked up the stairs "4th floor apartment......405 or 403? 403 for sure" i got there and knocked lightly no answer so i knocked again i saw the door open a little then i heard a familiar voice "Shortcake?" i got nervous "y-yeah it's me you gonna leave out here forever orrrr?" the door opened all the way and i came in and set Kai on the couch covering him with a blanket i turned around and hear "so uh who's the dad?" "really papa it's my step brother" he looked at me in shock "camila had another kid?" i nodded "let me explain" after 30 minutes of explaining he looked at me and said "are you..... ok?" i rolled my eyes "i ran away from my dreams Dabi how do you think i'm doing?" he turned at the mention of his name "i might not be blood to you but i'm still your dad you brat" i looked behind me to check on kai i decided to speak up when i did "so uh are you and dad still together?" he looked at me confused "do you and you dad not talk?" i shook my head no "no i got distant when i lost my quirks i just feel lost ya know" i nodded "i know the feeling but to answer you question yes me and you dad are dating he just doesn't come over here i always go to him" i nodded and looked around i saw a pic of dabi holding me i was around 9 in the picture i went to pick it up but i felt a warm hand on my shoulder "hey shortcake tell me do you still wanna be a hero?" i sighed "yeah but i'm quirkless i can't be a hero" dabi scoffed "tch yes you can don't let these fake stereotypes get in your head i'm not letting you give up i have not spent 10 years listening to you ramble about being a hero or nothing so get ready for tomorrow i'm training you now i might be a villain but i was trained by a hero i'm promise not to go as hard as he did tho" i slightly smiled at him and thanked him i went walk away when i heard "where am i?" i thought to myself 'fuck forgot about kai' i walk over to him and say "hey bud we need to uh talk" he nods and i continue " so we ran away from UA so that i could get our life back together and figure out what ican do now that i'm not a hero we'll be staying my other dad until we get our own place" he started to tear up "b-but what about Eraserheads offer and what about marrying Katsu sissy? we had plans we were gonna save you we need to go home back to UA " i started to tear up at the mention of my boyfriends name "hun it's complicated" he started to get mad "NO WE NEED TO GO BACK SO KATS CAN BRING BACK YOU QUIRK ITS WHY HE LEFT COME ON SISSY" he started tugged my arm pulling towards the door "Kai no." he started to get more mad "WE NEED TO GO BACK TO KATSUKI" i snapped "HE LEFT ME KAI. HE LEFT JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DID. HE STUCK AROUND MADE ME GET ATTACHED THEN VANISH WHEN I NEEDED HIM THE MOST! SO NO. WERE NOT GOING BACK" he quivered at my yelling i started taking deep breaths till i heard "hey i heard yelling is everythin-" then all you heard was Kai screaming "KAI CALM DOWN he's my dad" kai calmed down "i-i thought Mr Hawks was your dad?" i sighed "he is my dad but i have 2 dad's one his Mr hawks and the other is him Mr Dabi" he nodded his head "is he ok he looks hurt?" before i could speak Dabi walked up to kai and picked him up spinning him around "yeah brat i'm fine i just got some quirk problems" i started to cry at the sight of Dabi playing with Kai i was starting to get flash backs to when me and Katsuki would play with him like that. i got up silently and locked myself in the bathroom silently crying i missed him. i missed everything about him . i missed his touch, i miss his tickle battles , i miss our movies nights ,i missed his carmel scent, hell i even missed his loud ass mouth yelling at our friends. a part of miss was starting to wish we never met because now it's harder to let go of all the memories at least with Camila it was easy to let go of her because we never had any good memories but me and Katsu have to many good memories even through my near death he made me smile. but why did he have to go. the irony was this was the same bathroom i cried about my mother in.