Kai's POV
He managed not to hit his head as he fell. Another guy grabbed Kyungsoo and began running towards the rooftop at full speed. I chased after him as fast as I could.
We arrived at the rooftop and I grabbed the man's arm. We were standing right at the edge. I felt like at that moment everything stopped.
Kyungsoo could die right now, and it'd be my fault.
Kyungsoo wasn't even holding onto the man carrying him, just sitting limply in his arms. If the man let go of him he's go plummeting to his death, and he didn't even look like he cared. It was like he wanted to die.
"Kai just go," he spoke in a hurt voice. "I'm not worth it, just leave." He didn't speak.
Why did he think so horribly of himself?
I looked the guy holding him in the eyes.
"Why are you doing this to him, what the fuck did he do to you?" I spoke, seriousness in my tone of voice.
"I have my reasons," he said, standing on the roof's edge. He dangled Kyungsoo off the side, and I squeezed his arm tight, there was no fucking way he was dropping him. "Let go of me," he said with a grin, knowing he had a HUGE advantage over me. "Or I'll drop him"
Kyungsoo's eyes were closed. It was as if he was tuning it all out, but he looked hurt. I released the mans arm, and he dropped Kyungsoo onto the hard concrete. "This time he'll live," he told me. "Next time he fucking won't." Then the man turned, walking out the rooftops door.
Kyungsoo hadn't made an effort to get up, or even to move at all. He just sat there on the ground. It was a minute or so before he dragged himself up, and spoke in a quiet but audible, cracking voice.
"Kai, look, I appreciate this and everything, but I'm not worth it. Just don't worry about me, forget about me."
Forget about him?
Who put these thoughts in his head? That he's worthless, that no one cares about him.
And why did no one ever tell him otherwise. He began to walk towards the door.
"Kyungsoo," I spoke, he continued to walk.
"I don't care what anyone has ever told you, or made you think. I care about you and you're worth it," I continued, he stopped but didn't turn to me. I kept talking.
"You're worth every minute of time I've spent with you, and you'll be worth every moment after, and I could never ever not care about you or forget about you"
He stood in silence. I took a step towards him, I wanted to see his face. As I took the step he turned, his eyes were filled with heavy tears and he stepped towards me, burying his face in my chest. My arms encircled his tiny figure, holding him tightly and pressing a peck to his head.
"It's okay," I spoke softly to him. "It's all going to be okay."
Kyungsoo's POV
As I stood there in Kai's arms, everything felt at peace in the world. Tears ran down my cheeks, but somehow I felt so calm. It felt so perfect.
His words had meant more to me than he's ever know.
He was the first person to ever tell me he cared about me.
The only one.
I kept my head against his chest and soon my tears began to dry. His strong arms around me were comforting in an inexplainable way.
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Kaisoo: Unattainable Love
Fiksi Penggemar"They say you should live for your lover for them, breathe for them. But you can only breathe for two for so long before you find yourself suffocating."
