Medic(Fem!Blind!Reader x Kaminari Denki)

Chapter Thirty-Four

You smiled as Denki walked you into the office, "is this Mrs. Luca." "Oh yes! I assume this girl is [Name] Midoriya?" He hummed, "Yeah, uh, I'll be going." You hummed, "text me when you're home." "I'm actually going to wait in the lobby I read that sometimes people will leave early so incase you need to we can." You smiled, "thank you Denki."

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You waited for Denki to leave, "is he your boyfriend?" You laughed, "I think I got friend zoned, is that what it's called?" You asked, "my friend Shoto and I have been going over all this terminology together." The therapist nodded, "so, I heard that you have these throw up fits?" You ah'd, "I guess you could call them that."

"Can you deep dive into them, when did they start?" "About when I was ten, eleven when I started to get sick?" "Sick?" You hummed, "I started to get bees in my chest, like the were stinging my lungs and stuff, my heart got fast, and my head hurts." You laughed, "I actually thought I was dying."

The therapist looked at you, "Why did it start?" "My childhood friend used to bully me." "used to?" "Well we're fixing it, kind of." "Kind of?" "Like I don't get sick around him anymore, but I still get nervous and a bit scared, it's weird." The woman nodded, her big green eyes simply looked at you, "well how do you feel about him?"

"He's like a big brother who bullied me and my brother and now feels bad about it? Like I know people change and I'm all for that, but I can't really ever feel super comfortable with him like I am to my friend Shoto, I can't be like how I used to with him." The woman nodded, "but back to feeling sick, what happened with it?"

You hummed, "well I would like barf up my emotions, I got heat flashes as my mom called them, and I got these big headaches." She hummed writing everything down, "what's one moment with this childhood fried of yours you can remember when they hurt you really bad, what made the shift change from he's a mean kid to a bully?"

You hummed, recalling a memory, "it was when we were kids, about ten I would say, he got mad I refused to heal him," "You refused to heal him?" "Yeah he was mean to Izuku when we were kids and I said I would never heal him again so I didn't." The therapist nodded, "but he got mad and turned the class against me for siding with my useless brother." You said the world useless venously you hated that word, you hated it so much.

"Why is he useless?" "We had to hide his quirk because it harmed his body and we couldn't afford proper training until he got into a school so we let everyone think he was quirkless." The therapist nodded writing everything down, "so go on about this friend."

"So Kacchan and I got into it, like really bad." "What do you mean bad?" "Well he locked me in a closet, and when I got out I was able to hear my brothers injuries a broken arm and burnt skin, I got mad and blacked out, I learnt recently I almost killed him." The therapist nodded, "so your quirk what is it?" "Medic, I can heal and take lives if I please, my quirk is like a two sided coin and it's linked to my emotions."

The woman nodded, "so let me get this straight from my notes, a childhood friend Kacchan bullied you and your brother restlessly, he hurt you so bad you got sick," the way she said sick made it sound questionable, "you forgave him for all of this and you can't trust him still not like your other friends, and your quirk is linked into all of this." You hummed.

The woman sighed, her old bully sounds like he needs therapy more than her, "I'm just here to diagnose you and help you if you want but it seems like you have a form of panic attacks." "Panic attacks?" She hummed, "what you describe seems like panic attack which are commonly linked to anxiety." You hummed, "isn't that like where you can't really get over your shyness?" The woman nodded, "anexity comes in many forms, you can over come it but it's always there, same with panic attacks, this isn't saying you have extreme anexity where you like can't go outside and smile. This is just saying you suffer from panic episodes."

You ah'd as she went on, "your symptoms are linked to those and the thing is there's nothing to stop them, you have to be aware you're having them and calm yourself down." You nodded again, "thank you ma'am." The woman smiled, "will I be seeing you back?" "No, I want to try handling this on my own with my friends and family."

I still have my brothers secret to keep I can't let that get out! You thought with determination, "if anyone can help me it's my friends and family." The woman smiled, "those are usually the best cure."

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Going outside Denki hummed, "that ended earlier than expected." You hummed wrapping your smaller hand in Denki's, "it was just a diagnostic, I decided not to do therapy." "Huh? Why?" "It doesn't feel right for me right now, with everything going on it's just too much. I also want to try it on my own before getting help!" You said determination as the boy hummed, "alright but call me if you ever get scared, or nervous, or just call me for anything!" You hummed, at your blushing mess of a friend, "Yeah, I'll defiantly call you if I need to Denki" You smiled, excited for his answer, "so do you want to do anything else, I'm all free after all." The blond boy hummed, "want to go back to your house and watch another action movie?" You hummed, "I like that idea."