The Owner of This Weapon[Discontinued]

「️The Owner of This Weapon 」️「️Chapter 24」️

Kokichi's POV

I subconsciously scratched my contract sign while staring at it. My mind swimming through the constant thoughts invading my mind. Shuichi shouldn't know about it but he doesn't give me warmth like I used to receive. I always have to do the first move that I end up always feeling frustrated. Mikan's medicine doesn't help for a long run but it makes me feel empty after it's effects had settled in.

I bit my lower lip.
" No one really wants to be with you. You're always different. Weird. Alone. You'll never have anyone on your side~!"
The voice giggled in my head. It carried Junko's voice and tone. It's frustrating as much as it's mocking.
I hate this voice because I know.
It's obviously true.
It's a reminder.
A constant reminder that plague my thoughts. It gets worst when I'm alone. When I'm always by myself.

" I'm doing fine... "

I stopped scratching the back of my hand and bite my nails. The scrapped skin and blood leaving a taste in my mouth. The metallic taste and disgusting dry skin. I closed my eyes to forget about the messed I created in my tree house. All the bean bags destroyed. Tv screen destroyed with a dent on the corner of it's frame.

" Everything's fine... "

I lied through my gritted teeth. I hated it. I hated liars. I hated lying but it's so easy to ran away from the truth. From the truth that I don't want to recognize. I don't want to recall.

I went down the tree house and went to the gate just like I said. I follow through my words and had already skipped the first class so about an hour or so those two will feel guilty or shock that they'll actually commit to what I said.

My parents abandoned me for my difference.
Because I'm different than normal kids.
I'm not even born as a Weapon or a Meister.
A typical powerless child.
This isn't fair.
I didn't ask for these looks.
They're unreasonable.
They sell me off to an orphanage.

" You really did skip!?! " Kaede shouted shock while trying to gasp for air like Shuichi is doing since they run from the school to the gate. I snapped out of my thoughts to look over to them. I hid my hands behind my back and grinned at them.

" What? You're talking as if I always lie?! Like I'm a liar?! That's! So Mean! WAAAAHHHHH! "

" Shuichi are you okay? " Kaede ignored me to look over the not exercising emo meister of mine. I felt my mood went from happy to somewhat empty. I didn't realize that I was blanking out until I saw Shuichi smile at Kaede.

" I'm fine. Thank you Kaede. Don't worry. "

I looked away to check my nails.
Oh.
I remember talking to Rantaro on my cellphone that he'll do my nails so that it'll prevent me from biting it. I secretly smiled at the clear nail polish on my nails even if it was a little ruined.
Oh.
I haven't visited the professor Idabashi. I should really take that medicine or examination again so that I won't get to hear that voice too much. Kiibo is being aggressive these days kinda near possessive when it comes to Rantaro. Maybe a little error in the memory information transfer program.

" Hm? When did you get your nails painted? It looks like it's time for a repaint! " Kaede asked me with a smile. I grinned at her hiding my nails from the two.

" Ranran did it! He promised to repaint it when he isn't busy! " I turned my back and pouted before pointing at them. " Anywayysss~! Let's go! Let's go! Before the headmaster finds us! " I run out of school with a giggle.

" H-huh?! I thought you told them!?! " Shuichi's voice spoke from behind, slightly startled.

I didn't look back but I was smiling in amusement. " Well I lied~! You know like a liar! Nishishishi~! "