Jin's POV
I read that message again & again, great so now, not only XOXO know what I'm doing but also knows what I am feeling. I am tired of him or her trying to meddle in my business, but looking on the brighter side, at least there is someone who understands fully what I feel. Taking another sip of my drink, I try to calm myself down. Okay, Jin what was that? Why did you have to run out of there? Why did you suddenly felt this frustrated that you had to leave? This is a mess, my whole life is a mess.
"Doesn't it feels bad when your best friend gets what you want"
These lines repeat in my head as if it's a mantra. I was about to take another sip when I heard her voice
"Jin,"
I kept my drink on the side as I turned back to see her. She tucked her hair behind her ear before asking, "Why did you leave the party and come out all of a sudden?"
"I needed fresh air, it was too toxic inside," I replied
"By toxic you mean the air or the people?" she said cocking an eyebrow. I smirked at her response and just turned back continuing to drink.
"Come on Jin, I ask again, why did you come outside?" She said pulling me by the arm
"It's my life Kim Jisoo, it's already being controlled by a person, can I at least have the right to breathe now? or do you even want the control of that. The last time I checked you weren't my mom, so stop acting like one," I said yanking her hands away.
"Why are you being so irritated all of a sudden?" she asked as she stood in front of me. I averted my eyes but she continued speaking, louder this time, "No Jin, seriously, why all of a sudden you are being so frustrated? Why are you ruining the whole mood? What's your damn problem? Tell me what's the pro-"
"THE PROBLEM IS YOU KIM JISOO!" I shout throwing my glass on the floor as we both watched it shatter into a hundred pieces. Anger is having the best of me at this point.
"I'm the problem?" she repeated in disbelief
"Yes Jisoo, you want to know the problem? Let me tell you. You, the kiss you just had with Namjoon and everyone trying to control me. These all are the problems and I would be thankful to god if these problems disappear, now you understand? Now you can leave me alone for a fucking minute?" I shouted as I pulled her by the arm harshly
"No, I didn't understand, what's the problem with me and Namjoon kissing. Are you jealous? The last time I checked we weren't in a relationship so I don't think you have the right to be," she said as stared right into my eyes
I went silent, right why am I acting like this? I am not dating her and I never will. Why I am jealous? Before I could say something she spoke up once again, "Kim Seokjin I will take that as a yes. You are jealous but you know what, hear me out. When I had feelings for you, you didn't bother to think about it. Now I don't and I am not a public property that will always be signed for one customer. I can move on, everyone can actually. Namjoon and I are just friends, and you know what? I also don't mind if we become more than that. So it's you, who is the problem and the main problem is you thinking I will only like you and not move on," She said pulling herself away as she walked back in the room but she turned back and said
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THE MURDER MYSTERY: BLACKTAN ✔
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