The exchange student(Tododeku)

You're in love with me?

A/N: um, I don't know what to say for this, so um, I guess just have a wonderful day you're all beautiful in every way and I appreciate you:3

*disclaimer, for the story, I'm going to be putting some sensitive triggering subjects in here, such as nightmares, my friend has this trigger, and I know those night terrors can be triggering to some people. Also, the words "kill yourself" I want to talk about really quickly. First off, I want to say, as someone who has been told this personally, it is NOT okay to say. I have someone say it in Todoroki's dream but I wanted you guys to know that people take those words extremely seriously, and a lot of people either consider it or actually do it. It is downright the worst thing you can tell someone to do no matter what they've done, or who they are. I don't care who you it is or if they've murdered your dogs, you do not tell someone to kill themself.

Todoroki's POV:

I shot my head up, I was panting heavily and my face was soaked with tears, I had a bad dream, and thinking back to it, it shouldn't have had this much effect on me, I was hyperventilating, crying into my face, and choking on my tears, I felt like I needed to rip out my hair. I laid back breathing heavier and gripped the bedsheets in agony, I knew this feeling, if felt this the first week we came here, dreaming of my dad's beatings, but this was different.

~Todoroki's dream~

"Midoriya, what are we?" I asked the green-haired boy who stood in front of me. We had been nothing more than friends with benefits for months now and I couldn't handle it anymore. "What do you mean?" he said looking at me with confusion. "I mean I'm in love with you! And you don't seem to be feeling the same, please I need to know, what are we, what do you want??" I asked him more angrily, he backed up defensively with his eyes wide, "y-you're in love with me??" he asked loudly, I nodded immediately staring deeply into his eyes. I must have looked pathetic, standing there in the street, with the moonlight reflecting on my tears while I confessed my feelings. "You know damn well I don't feel that way for you Todoroki! How dare you tell me you love me! You're guilt-tripping me into loving you back, well WAKE UP that's not how this works!!" he screamed at me, his usually cheery face turned grim and villainous like someone had taken over his beautiful body and turned him evil. "M-Midoriya..?" I said timidly, speechless, terrified, and completely shattered by the words that just echoed out of his mouth. He rolled his eyes and threw his hands up in frustration, then marched towards me and grabbed me by the collar, his dark evil eyes seeping down into my soul. "YOU HEARD ME! I told you from the very beginning to not fall for me!!  I will NEVER love you Todoroki! You were just easy and fun! But you just HAD TO GO AND MAKE IT SERIOUS!!" he let me go and threw me to the ground, just in the way my father had every time I spoke up. I sat on the ground speechless and crying into my hands while he peered over my useless body, "you know what? you don't love me, you're insane, making things up. If you love me then you're absolutely revolting, you disgusting boy!" he said much quieter, and with a dead tone, I looked up at him and stumbled back to see Midoriya turn into myself, "M-Midoriya?!?" I shouted out, my monstrous look-alike crouched down and grabbed my by the chin, "forget about that boy, or kill yourselves." then he walked away, leaving me broken and shattered, wanting nothing but to wake up from the awful reality.

~back to reality~

I got out of bed, trembling, and walked into the bathroom, I stared at my shaking wet face in the mirror, breaking into muffled sobs. My breath got short and fast, "l-love, n-no, I don't! I c-can't!" I stuttered to myself falling back onto the hard tile floor. 

A/N: Okay so I know this was a very depressing short chapter, and I'm probably evil for leaving it at that, but don't fret, good things are coming for the next chapter:)