Maybe living in our each other life is not as easy as we thought,
Maybe you can say that i know nothing about your life,
Yes i know nothing,
But all i want to say is...
Your not alone,
Everyone has their own cruel chapter of life,
The pain that we can never bear for the rest of our life but reminding us that pain comes to everyone's chapter but in different story line.
You may say i am being pain in my own story line,
But every time i want to give up,
Every time i want to die,
I always remind myself that "Dear everything happens to make you stronger that you used to, you may not tall as someone, you may not have a muscle as a tough guy/girl..
You have to listen that to reach at the top , to make yourself better , nor to make yourself courage is that you have to get through this phase dear.. i know it hurts so much, believe me you can do this, you are much stronger dear... Please BELIEVE IN YOURSELF."
Talk less is a sign that you are smarter than before,
Its okay to be introvert that means you are trying to understand yourself.
You know i wonder sometimes ,
Am i really deserve to live?
Am i really deserve to be happy after i done in my past?
Am i deserve that i too can make my own story line?
Even though I'm not 100% sure ,
Yes i deserve it all.
Even though what i did in the past is worse but i have to move on,
To be better,
To re-write my apology ,
I have to focus on what's in front of me not from my back.
You wanna know about me?
You wanna know what's on my mind?
If you wanna know me, look at the mirror while slicing your own hand.
If you wanna know what's on my mind take a rock ask someone to throw it at your head really hard.
My life is beyond what you imagine just by looking at me, i maybe look okay . Maybe someone say's i was only exaggerating but what's on drama or novel is true it can happen in real life. You never knew how was it , what i want is love . I just want to feel to be love to be appreciate , all i want to be happy forever. But i can only let my tears fall, year after year month by month and even day by day.
If you wanna know me....
You have to know about yourself too before me.. ... ..... ...
