Always Him

Chapter 9 - Regrets?

Luke's P.O.V

That has changed my life. Doing that, losing my virginity to Analise, is the best moment of my life. Better than when we got signed to a record label. Surely she should feel the same. My thoughts running away. Ana gets up from my bed and goes to the

bathroom. She must be freshening up. I hope I was what she expected. I hope it doesn't complicate us. But I do love her. How much more complicated can it get?!

Ana's P.O.V

What have I just done?! I've just ruined everything by letting lust get the better of me. Why do I have to ruin everything good in my life? The regrets have started already. Although it was special, like a first time should be, its not what I wanted. How do I tell him that I feel awkward? Maybe I'll just act like nothing is wrong.

I walk back into the room and Luke's already half dressed. He looks up at me and smiles. "I'll go get us a coffee from Costa, back in a minute" he tells me and I smile back. I scramble around the house after he leaves trying to find the clothes I was wearing. I feel really awkward. I need to go home...

I find a pen and some paper to write him a note. Its not a goodbye, its just to tell him I feel a little sick so I'm going home.

'Luke, I'm sorry I left before you got back, and I'm sorry you spent your money on a coffee for me. I just feel a little queezy so I thought rather than you take me home, I'd get some fresh air and a long walk. I promise I'm fine so don't worry. I'll text you tonight or something. All my love, Ana'.

I pin it to his fridge using the magnet of us in a photo booth. I remember that day soo well. He had bought me flowers and chocolate because he thought he'd be cheesy like in the movies. What an idiot... My idiot.

I walk out of the kitchen into the hall next to the front door, gazing back at the house that had become my second home. I close the door behind me as I leave and start walking down the familiar street, along to the bus stop. I don't think I'll go home, I need to go to see Lacey.