My Poems

I Miss You, Dear

Tw: Death

You can't be gone 
No, you can't 
I need you still, dear
Did you have to leave today?
The bills are tight but I could work for you
Please, I already see your lifeless eyes 
I will forever remember your bright eyes, full of life 
Why can't I hold your hand one last time?
Just one more time
All I need it one 
I'm already missing your warmth against my skin
You were my rock keeping me grounded 
I will never find another that will make me feel how you did
I will hate using past tense words 
I wish they were present 
Did you have to be there?
I was going to put on a movie today 
Thinner, your favorite 
I'll miss you
I won't forget you, promise 
Remember when you promised that you would hold my hand for our wedding?
I guess it will never happen 
What would you want me to feel?
You would want me to move on 
I'll still try to make you proud of me, even though you are gone 
Jess will miss you too 
I haven't told her yet 
Her little brother is gone
My fiancé is gone
A life that meant something is gone
Wishing you were with me hurts my heart
I still wishing yours was still beating 
I didn't get to say goodbye to you
I was asleep when you left for work
I'll miss you, dear 
You've taken my heart and now that you're gone it's lost